I just got back from the doctor for my leg. That's not the point tho it hurts like hades...the point is they had to weigh me and it turns out the scale in our house is broken and I weigh freaking 20 pounds more than I thought. I feel worthless and pathetic...I swore to myself I wouldn't be this overweight and life obviously hates me. I exercise every day and push myself to hard I watch what I eat but obviously not enough. I don't think I can eat again I feel so fat and ugly...please don't tell me I'm begging for attention because you don't fucking understand. I have hated my body my whole damn life and now I hate myself even more. It's killing me because I tell everyone else to love themselves yet I can't find a single detail in myself that I like. I feel worthless,fat and ugly and I hate it. I hate myself but for everyone else yeah I'm totally fine your jokes and comments don't bother me at all. I'll just hold it in till I burst and completely break. I'm done I hate myself. Thanks a lot life.
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