BREATHE

Part 2

-Lauren-

I had a motive to go to school now, her face was the reason. I know it sounds crazy but she got me in her hands and she did not know it. I went to school everyday only to see her sitting at the back of the classroom and playing with her hair. Once in awhile she raised her eyes to see me, I was always drawing something, but I could feel her eyes looking at me all the time. We spent all the day between classes together, she talked about the music she was writing and how she plays the guitar when no one could see her. I talked about my expectations, that I wanted to get in the arts school, that I wanted to be a professional painter. She always had a problem in her house so she spent her time with me in my house, listening music loudly while I spent my time in the same room but drawing her, her perfects lines, her perfect body, her perfect smile.

I never knew when or how or why, but she had me drooling for her every second, thinking about her all day, every sentence I intended to read was just for her. I was losing my head for her and I liked it. She could make me feel special.

-Camila-

I was having problem at home like always, I think that I do not belong to that family at all. I am so different to them. They are always complaining about something, or about everything. My mom does not love my dad anymore but is not strong enough to end that relationship, my dad does not love my mom anymore but he thinks that is his duty to take care of her. I really do not understand why they are so masochists. They are hurting each other but they want to keep doing it. I am not like them. I like to read, and I like to write as well.

These passed days I was spending my time in Lauren's house because in my house there was too much problems to be there. She took care about me, and I felt like in a dream. rounded by my favorite super star. yes, I know. I sound insane but it is the truth. I read my books and wrote new poems and lyrics for my songs, and sometimes I sang some of them when she got asleep because I am embarrassed that she could heard me. I did the thing I love to do but that time with her company. I felt so safe when she is around me.

The other day we went to a park near the lake of the city. She was taking photos with her polaroid camera, and I was trying to make music with my guitar. I noticed when she stopped of taking photos to the ducks on the lake and then she started to take photos of me. She was getting closer to me, to capture a better angle of my face I thought, she always said that I have a lovely face, that I am perfect to be a model and of course I do not believe that. I really think I am ugly for anyone, well.

while I was thinking about these stupid things, I looked up to see the landscape and collided directly with their incredible green eyes fixed on me, these eyes could make anyone lose the mind in a second, these deep green eyes, with a bit of melancholy were staring at me. She was too close to escape from that place and at that time I was completely lost in it, in her red lips, on her velvet skin to make a move, so I looked directly into her eyes and she smile at me, then in a half of second she put her lips over mine and kissed me softly, gentle. She laid her right hand on my left cheek while her left hand supported all the weight of her body, she continued first kissing my lower lip with gentle movements, she touched my lips with her tongue twice while his right hand low to my neck. I let her kiss me, I could feel my heartbeat hastily, my breathing ragged, It was unbelievable the way she made me feel every time she touch me. Then she laid back on the ground with a silly smile on her face, I could see her chest jumping of joy so, I laid back near her and hugged her resting my face in her chest, smiling as an idiot.