BREATHE

Part 7

"Lauren, Its me Camila. I know you don't want to see me, but I needed to explain myself. If you only gave me the chance I would explain why I did the things I did in the past. Please Lauren, I want you to know everything. I don't know why but I still have feelings for you, Lauren? Lauren? Do you hear me ? ... Lauren wait! Don't run! Lauren please!!"

-Lauren-

Oh my god, she just said that she still have feelings for me? no, no, I am getting crazy right?. Why after all I had to do to forget her, she is here again. This is not happen! I feel my world crashing over and over again, I wait for this three years and I ran away just when I had the chance to tell her the way she made me feel in the past, and my motives to hate her, yes! hate, that's what I feel right now. I hate her for all she did to me, I was young and innocent, I was so in love with her, I planned my whole life around our love and she left me, alone in this fierce world. I had to learn how to live without her, shit shit shit !! I hate her!! her stupid sweet voice, her dark powerful eyes, her silly smile, her lips, her hair, her skin, no! no! Lauren Don't! Don't you dare to even think of that! you passed through all this before! you can not love her anymore - oh great, I am speaking to myself now! yes! I am insane, I know.

I broke down in tears in the middle of the corridor, just in front my apartment's door. I knew it, I could not fight with my feelings anymore, I am just tired to hide them. I need to feel the touch of her hand on my pale skin, I need to feel her warm breath on my neck, I need to feel her soft lips on mine, I can not contain my feelings again. I love her !! crap I love her! I have always done it! why am I so stupid!!??

I started to hit the floor with my fist when I realised that I was bleeding. All of a sudden I felt two arms hugging me around, a hand caressed my cheek and a delicate soft voice said, 'come on sweetie, come with me', this person took me into my flat and sat me in the couch, then closed the door and squatted in front of me, grabbed my chin and made me looked up for the first time while all these was happened, I looked directly into her eyes, It was her!... Taking care of me, trying to make me feel better, her powerful hazel eyes, I felt how my heart was beating stronger than ever, I could not even breath well, I was losing all my senses just with a simple look from those eyes. Then she approached me slowly, we were too close, I could feel her breath in my lips, her right hand went to my cheek, caressing slowly, we could not be closer, she put her lips over mine grabbing my lower lip into her lips, then she moved her lips to my upper lip, I did not make any move, after a few minutes, I realized what was happening, I relaxed and I started to enjoy the way she made me feel, I felt alive again, my heart seemed trying to get out of my chest, she pulled back for a second and looked me directly into my eyes, I sigh almost in her mouth, I could feel she the love she had locked for a long time ago. We were separated for a millimeter, I looked her back and she noticed that she made me feel weak, without strength, my legs were shaking, but although I put my body closer to hers, If that could be something possible, I grabbed her face with both hands and then I kissed her again, that kiss was full of feelings, news and olders feelings, the most beautiful kiss I ever shared with anyone, my life was in that insignificant kiss, so, I deepened the kiss slowly, passing my tongue for her lower lip, asking permission to enter into her dreamy mouth, she let me in without hesitation, and pulled my body closer to her body, putting my body over hers, I passed my left hand over the side of her body, touching every part slowly, as if the time were stop just for that precious moment, leaving gentle strokes, I could feel her body tremble beneath me, I left her mouth for a minute to breath and put my mouth on her neck, leaving small kisses for all her skin, passing my tongue and sucking out, I was decided to leave a mark on her skin, because she was and she always going to be mine. so, I did it, then I went down kissing every where I could, I licked her collarbone and leave there another mark, she sigh, I slowly lower leaving my soul in every kiss I was putting on her body, with one hand I started to pulled out the beautiful dress she was wearing at the exhibition on the gallery, she gave me a little moan when she felt every touch of my fingers on her skin, I sigh, looking her perfect toned body under me, I gave her a lustful look and then I smiled, she grabbed my shirt and pulled out faster than a second, and she did the same with my pants, we was wearing only our underwear, and we didn't feel ashamed of that. she had a thong red as her dress, and I had a lace black underwear, I wanted desperately make her mine, like she never was, I wanted to be the only owner of her body, I wanted to make her scream my name like no one could make it before.

I would be able to see her tiny breasts, which fit perfectly with her tiny body, I put my right hand on her right breast and I started massaging really slowly, I noticed the necessity I had for her body, all of her were screaming for me to touch her harder, but I didn't, I just continued with slow movements, her breathing was heavy, the air in the room wasn't enough to us. Then I put all my weight on her and with my tongue I licked her nipple, pulling and biting with my teeth, she screamed my name moaning, her voice was scratchy, and she wasn't even able to said a word correctly, I went downer leaving kisses for all over her abs until I got to her wet part, I pulled out her thong with my teeth, she sigh in response of my movement, I could hear her breathing getting heavier and heavier.

When I had her nude for me, I put my lips in her intimate part and sucked and licked like if there were not tomorrow for us. Her body tremble every time I passed my tongue for her wet folds. Then I put one finger inside of her, she moan loudly, I started to do circles more and more faster, I could hear her trying not to scream, but I really wanted to hear her screaming my name as louder as possible. Then I put another finger inside her cavity, I continued making some movements, in and out, in and out, and faster and faster. We were getting to the climax of our bodies together, I was sweating, panting, I put on the weight of my body over her body and with my hips I pushed to her hips, with my two fingers inside her, she was trying to say something but I pushed harder, as a result she screamed "sh-it lau-ren! please!", I stopped my movements and I looked at her into her eyes, I made my typical naughty smile and then I said "Tell me what do you want Camila! tell me!", she only answered "I want you! you! and always you!, make me yours please Lauren do it!", so, I continued with my work on her and I put a third finger inside her, she screamed my name difficulty and without breath.

I could feel her walls shrinking around my fingers and finally all her body collapsed in a perfect orgasm, she was still shaking when I laid my body next to hers and pull around her my arm to hug her. She laid her head in my chest listening the sound of my heart beating peacefully.

In that exact moment I was the most happiest person in the entire world, I looked at her and she smile back to me, then my mouth said that phrase that I was afraid to pronounce "I love you, I'll always do", she gave me a full smile and answered " I've been loving you since I met you, and I will always love you. No one can compare the way you make me feel, I don't need nothing more than this, you and I, here, together. Could you ever forgive me for having abandoned you?, I was a stupid little girl, I'm so sorry."

I couldn't say a word, so I kissed her showing all the love I have for her. I will never let her to go away from me again. One day we were just only acquaintances with a past together. Now she is my whole life and the only one I need to live. All I have. Only she.

"Baby, can you help me with these bags please, I can not find my keys in this purse. okay okay, yes, I am stupid I know, I always forget my keys, but you always have yours, so I don't need mines. I love you when you get angry with me, I love that expression on your face, I love you, please no, please no tickles no! jajajaja please!!"(I hope you like this story, it is my first one related to camren. If you have any correction or suggestion, please let me know. I'll be glad. Thanks for take the time to read)