We started to walk back after lunch to some shopping centers. I was hoping deep in my mind that I would forget about all this, and that my gift wasn't, well, kicking in. As soon as I saw the words " Hot Topic", I tapped Rikki's shoulder repetitively and said " Please oh my god." and he started running to get inside of what most people called an emo wonderland. I flipped through many things on one side of the rack of clothes. As my eyes stopped on an Asking Alexandria shirt, someone else tried to grab it, with no resistance, I yanked as hard as I could, but fell to the ground. Around the rack, with the shirt, came Rikki. He picked me up, laughing at how nothing would stop me from getting this shirt. He asked the sales lady for another one, and she went to look through the rack once again. Rikki and I were chuckling, and it soon turned into heavy laughter. She came back with a size bigger of the shirt for Rikki. She rung us up, and we left.
" Do you wanna go anywhere else, or do you wanna order a pizza at home and watch a movie?"
"Home". The very word made me realize… that seemed to be my home now. Home was where you felt needed, you felt loved. Home was where you fit in, and where you felt your most comfortable. Home… its a place that could beat any other place in the world, the only place you wanted to be was here. As i smiled I said, " Lets go home". As he took my hand in his, I came to the epiphany that home; was wherever I was with him.
We walked into the warm apartment complex. Tired now, we trudged into the elevator, and made our way up. As it escalated, I was thinking about how now, I was truly in love. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I felt a tug of my arm, and realized the elevator had reached its destination. I got back into reality and walked the hallway until we reached his suite. I went inside, put my stuff down, and plopped down on the bed, my back hitting the mattress and rebounding slightly. In came Rikki running, he plopped down right next to me. He clicked play on his phone, and sure enough Deathbeds by bring me the horizon started to play on his bose speaker. We listened softly to the lyrics until " And on my deathbed… All I see is you" Immediately we turned to eachother and started kissing softly. His soft pink lips pressed against mine, until soon his tongue slipped in between mine slightly. As our kissing got more vigorous, he started to take off his shirt, as i helped him. As he swung his shirt across the floor, I stopped kissing him, and looked at his beautiful body. His perfect, soft pale skin. I bit my lip and he could tell now i wanted him. He started to kiss me again, and he made his way down to my neck. Shivers went through me as I realized what was happening. He started to take off my shirt too, and I as he softly ran his hands down my body, kissing me gently. As the rest of our dark clothes came off, I got on top of him and Its quite clear what happened next. I blinked a few times as I saw the light and started to wake up, I looked next to me, and there was Rikki still asleep, as cute as a button he still was. I hopped in the shower, since i was already undressed, and quite a mess. As the hot water turned on an ran down my body, I remembered every single moment of the glorious night before. I shut off the water and wrapped a towel around me. As i tried to make it stay up, I was soon off the ground out of no where. I let out a yelp, and I realized I was in Rikkis arms, so obviously I was safe.
"Im taking you into the mountains today, and I have a really important question to ask you."
"Oh my god thats great! Yea, Im good with that." While in my mind, I was flipping upside down. My favorite scenery, and an " important question".. But what would it be?"
