Explain yourself

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(Austin)

"Kam!! Come one or you'll be late!"

"Going mom!"

Last day of school before Christmas. Tris and I are dating now for a month and a half. Dan... We still don't know anything. He's just gone. His mother, poor Nat, she's not mad with us thanks God, but she's...

"Kam hurry up!"

"Mom, I'm going!!"

Tris and I have been searching for him everywhere, as Gris, Jack, Anna, Laura... And more, we work as a team, every each of us go and search in different places every afternoon, but... We haven't found him.

"Kam please... " she opens the rooms door and finds me crying.

"I just can't stop thinking... We were to bad with him mom. Tris and I both!! How can we be so..." Explosion, tears came out from my eyes as two waterfalls.

"We've already talked about it. It's not your fault, he did bad... You did bad, but the fact that his gone it's not your fault. We will find him. Things are solved by talking, not running away, once his with us again we will help him. Now, your brother and sister are waiting for you out side. Put on your coat is freezing!!" I get up weakly, my knees wiggle but I manage to  walk towards the door.

"Are you ok?" Arthur asks me, he looks at me worried.

"Yes I'm good..."

" We can't go walking. We'll die out here, it's -4 Fahrenheit (-20°C)" yup, it is -4 Fahrenheit indeed, Lucia is right, we can't go walking. Not even by car...

"Mom did you checked your mail?" She looks at me with a naughty smile. "Oh... Mom!!"

"Let me see..." And there she goes, lets check the mail to see whereas we go to school or not.

Way to go mom!

"You're right Lu, no school today. Guess you're in Christmas vacation!!" Grate... Ok.

I woke up at 7 a.m. For nothing!

"Great. Bye." I get into my room and shut the door behind me.

I take my mobile and connect it with my black and red speaker. 'Faded' of Alan Walker, oh... Right, yeah... Where are you know? Fuck it all! I change the song, no matter how I like this song, it is not the best moment. 'Ride' Twenty One Pilots... Your kidding right!! Change again. 'Light It Up' Major Lazer. Great! Now finally something that doesn't talk about falling in depressions, thinking to much or pls help me and bla bla...

My dad is working so... My mom can't get into my room, cause it's locked, if my sister says something, she's dead and my brother loves this song so...

Lets turn the volume up!

"So, light it up! Bang bararang bamabambambamararang..." And here I am, dancing and singing in my room, I don't hear anything else but the music, I can't feel anything else than my rage moving my body and my lips moving to the rhythm of the song.

"Kam!!" I turn down the volume and open the door. Eh... No one. Mm... Must've been my imagination. "Kam!! Here!"

"Tris?!" Oh... His crazy!

"Come in quick!" I open the window. "I told you not to do this! And it's  -4 Fahrenheit out side!! Are you crazy?!" I take the snow from his coat and hair. "Your freezing..." I close the window.

"Nice to see you too." He's shivering so hard... "And it -6 now" oh God...

"Here" I give him a sweatshirt, my fav. and the hottest one I have. I mean... The one that warns up the most.

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