Hurt confessions

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(Dont hate me, this is gonna be more emotional than fluffy. I do not own miraculous. I also do not own you or Nathan because slavery is bad. Dont do it.)

You were in your room listening to your music. You were working on your computer to edit this picture of lady bug that Alya sent you. She wanted to try and figure out who she was. So, your job is to figure out a way to see what lady bug would look like with out the mask. You get inturrupted by your mom knocking on your door.

"Yes mom?" She smiles. "Your music is so loud! Nathan is here. You forgot your work book in class." You blush. "W-wait. As in, in the house here here?" Your mom chuckles and leaves the room. "Her room is right here. Go on in.' And that is how your mission given by Alya got post poned.

He walked in and smiled shyly. "Uh, hey (y/n). You uh, forgot this in class." You walk up to him and nod taking your book back. "Thank you." You blush and look down. He was your best friend. About a year ago you guys stopped taliking. Highschool started and he made new friends. So did you. Then you guys just sorta stopped. You used to have a crush on him, but then, he just stopped talking to you. It hurt, but you never got the chance to talk to him about it.

'Y-you're welcome." You look back up at him after the book down on your desk. " can i talk to you about something while you're here?" He looks away. "Um, i have to go back home, i have homework."  You look at him with a serious expression. "Nat. We're in the same class. There was no homework."  He looks uncomfortable as he starts to turn. "Uh, i still gotta-" "nathan, we havent had you over in forever. stay for dinner?" He sighs defeated. "Sure." And he leaves your room refusing to look at you.

You all sit down at the table. Your parents sit at the heads of the table. While you and Nathan sit accross from each other. Your parents strike up conversation with each other while you and Nathan look down at your plates. "So Nathan? Got any girls you like? I mean, you are a sixteen year old now. You have to have one crush by now.' You look up and glare at your mom. You dont want small talk with this creature.let alone to find out if he's crushing on some girl in your class. "Uh, yea i guess." He takes a bite of his food, and the akward silence grows. You internally groan as your mom smirks. She has some dilussion of you two being a thing. It's never going to happen now that he's ignored you for almost two years.

"Hmmmm, and who is this girl." Your mom keeps pressing, and Nathan blushes. "Uh, you dont know her Ms. (L/y)." You roll your eyes. He just wants to leave. He hates it here. He hates it here because he's forced to see you. His old friend. It hurts to think about, but as you think about it, it's true. As one last act of kindness, you decide to help him from here. "I think he's done eating mom." He looks up at you, an you guess by your face he understood what you were doing. "Yea, i'm full." "(Y/n), can you take Natan home?" "Mom, he only lives down the stree-" "thank you honey." She gets up and takes all the plates. You groan as you stand up. "C'mon."

You get to your door, and leave, and he follows behind. You let your mind wander as you walk in silence. Why did he stop talking to you? Was he embarrassed by you? Did you annoy him? Did he replace you with Alix or someone? Did you even matter to him anymore? As you started to get sucked into your thoughts you feel someone tap your shoulder. You turn and Nathan has his hand on your shoulder. "What?" He looks down. "Um, did i do something to piss you off? I mean, i know you tried to talk to me earlier, but, it's akward you know?" "What are you talking about?" "It's akward to talk to you now that we havent spoken in two years." You just roll your eyes. "And whose fault is that? Oh. I know. The jerk who any time i said hi would look away like i was some desease." You look at him and he backs away removing his hand from your shoulder. "Look, i'm sorry about that okay? I didnt think yo-" "exactly! You didnt think! You hurt me okay? And now you think you can just come into my house, bring me my work books, stay for dinner, then think we're all peachey? No!" You look down and try to hide a sniffle and blink away tears.

"(Y/n), please let me explain." "No, Nat. Two years ago, you could have told me something was wrong. That our friendship wasnt working. You didnt have to full out ignore me. I get that you're shy. You've always been. But me, being your best friend since we we what? Five? You didnt even think to see if i wanted to stay your friend? Stay by your side?" "(Y/n)" "Nathanaël, i used to like you.  A lot you know? It hurt so much, to see the one person i actually trusted avoid me like i didnt even mat_" you got inturrpted by him kissing you. Your eyes widen as you stare down at him.

When he backed away his face was almost the color of his hair. "I thought you hated me. You were the who slowly backed away freshman year. I thought you didn't want me as a friend anymore. When ever you said hi, i thought you were just mocking me. Like pretty much everyone else. You're right. You were pretty much my only friend. I made new one's that year, but i still wanted tostay friends with you. You weren't the only hurt one." He chuckles a little bit. "I just deal with my hurt a different way i guess." this whole rant you just stared at him. You stared at him and the silence came creeping back into the air. He looked down. "Um, sorry about, well kissing you i guess? I just didnt know how to make you stop." You blink a few times and a tear falls down  your cheek, and freaks out a bit when he sees it. "Oh my god! I'm sorry! I didnt know you'd hate it that much! I'm sorry! Pease! Please (y/n)! Stop crying. I-i'll do anything. Just, please stop."

you wipe it away, and smirk. "Anything?" "Oh no." You walk up to him and kiss him. when you two part he looks at you confused. "I was crying out of relief. I thought you hated me.' "I know. You said that." He smiles and wipes a few more tears from your eyes. "Can" you take in a deep breath. "Can we start over?" He looks at you confused again. You look up at him. "Start over from the end of eight grade." He smiles and nods. "Sure. But um, during dinner, i was talking about you." You blush and look away. "Sure." You hear him laugh a little. And you look up at him in the corner of your eyes. He smiles. "So, from eight grade. Lessee." He thinks and then he takes your hand and puts it on his shoulder. "If i remember right, i was you're "walking tomato arm rest?" You laugh as you walk him the rest of the way to his house.

(Wasnt that long, mainly cuz i couldnt take dah feels anymore. And anyways, requsts for AU's or plot ideas, are still welcomed. And yea. XP dont hate me. *hides under blanket from hate*)

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