Please Don't Let Me Go

Prologue

Everything has a beginning, and an ending, whether it be a rejoice-full or devastating, celebrant or mournful.

We all have our beginnings but sadly, everything must come to an end.

We choose the paths in life we follow, the only question is, do we follow with the light and guidance of Jesus Christ? Or do we wander into the unknown depths of reality and faithlessness beyond compare to the darkness of unknown.

I trust he has my life laid out for me, the blueprint of my future; every last intricate detail, and all timed down to the day he calls me home. The day my ending arrives; my exit from the harsh reality and weights of negativity we're drowned in daily.

It's a bitter world and I'd rather dream.

Much to my dismay, daydreaming is often frowned upon in reality, and the daydreamer himself is recieved a wall between him and his endless reveries... and forced to live trapped in reality, with merely no escape.

but I crave more than anything for innocence and purity; though it's rarely seen among society, and approach the world with my mind wide open, to see the beauty that literally lies everywhere, and most definitely not allowing others to judge my decisions based on what God has told me, and to use these thoughts and dreams to guide me.

Sadly, my path for the future in present, leads to nowhere.

All doors are said to lead to somewhere, and all paths lead to absolutely unpredictable destinations far beyond the mind would wander.

My doors appear to have been bolted closed.

Who am I to trust God to lead me, when my path appears a dead end, rather than an extravagant beautiful adventure?

These are the dreams in life, but sadly, the recipe of life isn't complete without disasters.

Life is a literal roller-coaster.

Well, let me tell you, I am honored to be loved by The Lord.

I can't brag my love for him because I fail him daily, but I can brag his love for me, as it never fails.

Whether he bring me Joy, pain, or suffering, I am prepared to remain faithful, tackling life and these occurrences head-on, and withhold faith and trust, wherever he may lead me.

I recently dropped out of college on probation.

my doors that were once open to opportunities, have been nothing other than slammed harshly in my face, and splintering my now grey and shattered future.

I've remained faithful despite these occurrences, and hopefully, a small slither of the light of christ will allow to creep through the darkness and towards me, rescuing me from this bitter world.

Because of God, the man who brought me upon this earth, I don't need a telescope to see that there's hope in all situations.

Dear God, your the only North Star I would follow to the end of the earth and back.

I am Adam Randal Young.

I don't know where my future shall lead, but I remain faithful.

This is the story of my life. The highs, the lows, (mostly the best parts anyway)

This is the story of how I discovered that with courage, determination and detication, dreams are real, and they do come true. Even if I didn't expect they would for me. And this is the story of how I met the person that would change my perspective on everything in life forever.