Without You There's No me

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*Kellins Pov*

Vic and I had just finished eating the breakfast I had made him. I was pretty happy with what I had made. I wasn't upset that he didn't know it was our first month anniversary. Some people would be, but I kinda accepted the fact that I was more so the girl in the realationship. It's crazy we had already been together for a month. I wanted to be with him forever and didn't want anything to get in the way of it.. Which is exactly why I needed to ask Vic about the proposition I had been thinking of today. I'm kind of nervous.. What if he says no? Of course he won't Kellin, he loves you and it'll help us both. Vic was washing the dishes we used and I was just sitting on the couch. After he was done he came and flopped down on the couch and leaned towards me to peck my lips. God, I loved his lips. I needed more. I pulled him closer to me and then on top of me so he was straddling me. I grabbed him by his waist and pulled him closer to me.

 Our lips met kind of roughly, it was a hungry kiss. I could do this forever. He began to roll his hips into mine, causing my grip on his waist to tighten. & his fingers to tug at my hair. I loved when he played with my hair, it was so cute. We both began to get hard, and it made me even more turned on knowing he was too. I had to talk about the proposition with him though. So I lightly pushed his shoulders away breaking the kiss. He looked at me with his eyebrows furrowed in confusion and hurt in his eyes. "I'm sorry Kells if your not ready, I didn't mean too.. I'm nervous to, I've never done it with a guy..." He trailed off. He is so cute being all considerate of me. He was nervous, awh. It's even sweeter considering he knows I have had sex with a guy before, just once though.  I gave him a slight smile "Vic, no it's not that.. Thank you for being so caring though and when the time comes, don't be nervous. Everything will be perfect.I just can't get the proposition off my mind.... Would you mind if we talk about it?"

He slid himself off of me and adjusted his shirt a little before turning to face me. "Have at it Kells." He said with a small smile, I could see the worry in his eyes. "Okay... Well Vic.. I was thinking about us and we both don't like where we live do we?" I said more as a question and he gave me a nod in ageeement and to continue. "Well I've been thinking, i have been saving up over the years, and I was thinking... Maybe me and you could get our own place..?" I trailed off. He just sat there, not saying one word. Fuck what had I done? 

*Vics POV*

He wants us to move in together? I mean I had been saving up over the years too, so I had money also. I don't really see a problem with this, I hate my home & my parents wouldn't even notice.. I began to think about me and Kellins life if we moved in together. I was lost in my thoughts until someone shook my shoulder. "Vic, it's okay... It's okay, just don't hate me. Your not hurting my feelings.." I looked at Kellin and his eyes were watered up just waiting to flood. Did he think I didn't want to move in with him? Of course I did! "Kells, what are you talking about? Of course I would love to move in with you! As long as I can pay for half of it. I've been saving money too." I said with a smirk.

His eyes changed from sad to filling with excitement in almost a instant when he processed what I had just told him. He basically jumped into my arms hugging me and gave me a peck on the lips. "Thank you, babe." oh my gosh, I loved when he called me babe. I just pulled him into another kiss, but this time it had alot more passion and lasted quite a bit longer. I am over joyed with excitement, but then I remember that we go back to school monday...

Me & Kellin hadn't really told anyone.. So far Kellin had been picked on a little at our school.. I couldn't do anything though without people knowing something is up. Like the new kid getting help from one of the popular kids? It wouldn't work. He must have noticed my mind was somewhere else because  he broke the kiss and looked at me just to furrow his eyebrows. "What? Is there something wrong Vic? Is it Me?" I gave him a apolegetic look before speaking up, "no Kells, it's not that." I let out a smal chuckle, "I love when you kiss me" I spoke truthfully as I pulled him in close to me and pecked his lips. His facial expression changed to happy, and then confusion. "Okay... Well then what's wrong Vic?" damn, I was hoping he'd forget. I don't even know how to tell him this, here goes nothing.

"Well, I'm just.. worried about school I guess.. " He frowned. "Your not ready yet, are you?" I gave him a sad nod. He then gave me a smile, a sad small one before saying, 'It's ok Vic. Let's just find a apartment this weekend and get all of our stuff out & we'll figure it out from there. Ok?" I smiled. He pulled me into a hug, and we just sat there in silence, not an awkward one, but a comfortable one.

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We had found a small 2 bedroom apartment pretty close in the area. We figured we could just share a room and the extra one could be for storage or when I want to play my guitar. We were on our way to my house to go and pick up the remaminder of my stuff. I had went their yesterday & luckily no one was home. Hopefully no one was home today cause Kellin can't go with me. He has to go and run some errands since we are "adults" now. I would just have to deal.

I didn't feel like dealing with anyone's bullshit. As we pulled up I saw Mike's car in the drive way. Great. I was just gonna have to do my best to avoid him.. I walked up to the door and hesitated opening the door, I felt like I should knock.. Then again it's technically "my home". Yeah right, home is somewhere you feel safe and happy. Eventually I built the nerves to open the door and step inside. No one was downstairs.. Maybe Mike was in his room and I could get the rest of my stuff in peace.

As I headed for the stairs I heard laughter. I could hear Mike's voice and a familiar female one. As I was passing Mike's room, the door flung open. Revealing my statue sized brother. I then noticed the petite girl step from behind him. Her brown hair hanging to her hips, with piercing grey eyes. It was Kelly. Why was she here? I've been friends with her, well maybe a little more than friends, but still why is she with Mike?

"Oh uh hey Vic", Kelly said a little to awkwardly. "What are you doing here Kelly?" I asked with a confused look on my face. She gave me a slight frown. She turned to Mike and he just nodded. I'm kinda suprised he hadn't said anything to me, or punched me in the face. It was weird for him to be acting like this, I'd rather just get punched than not know what's going on. Mike shut his door, then she grabbed me by my hand and pulled me into my old room.

We used Kellin's bed at our new place so there was no need to take mine, but other than that my room was pretty bare.. She shut my door behind me, placed her hands on the back of my neck & pulled me closer and closer to her face till we were just inches apart. I have Kellin, what am I doing? I should stop... It feels so right though... My thoughts were consuming me and the feeling to push a way became more and more distant until I finally gave into the forceful kiss. 

With her hands on my chest she pushed me down on to my bed, then climbed on me to straddle me. Damn did I miss this. She pushed her tounge deeper and deeper into my mouth as my tounge did the same. Next thing I know I feel her hand trailing down from my chest to the growing bulge in my pants. She slowly unzipped my skinny jeans, and pulled them off. This was so fucking wrong, but it felt so so right.

*There you guys go, it's a little longer I think. Eh, you guys think it's coming along yet? Let me know I wanted to say thanks for getting me to over 1k reads. Love you all & nobody likes long authors notes, goodbye. xx*

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