*Kellins POV*
I''m now in my fourth period class, and today had been shit. Complete shit. I just want to go home, but I know if I do I won't come back. Whether that means I won't get enough guts to come back or because I might just kill myself. I don't know. I wasn't paying attention to what the teacher was saying because I was thinking way to much about how I had lunch next, and it didn't help that I hated science.
This morning, the incident with Ben bothered me. Not because of what Ben did. I was used to that, but what hurt the most is I saw Vic watching. Laughing. Smiling. Looking like he was enjoying seeing me hurt, while standing with Danny. I don't understand. I get that he isn't ready, but why would he do this to me?
The bell rang signaling the class was over, and everyone hurriedly scurried out of the classroom, while I just slowly made my out the door. I didn't want to go to lunch because I have no one to sit with, seeing I have no friends and I have lunch with Danny, Ben, and Vic. Yay.
I walked into the lunchroom and went over to a empty table in the corner. 'This should keep me on a low profile' I thought. I thought wrong. Really wrong. Right after I had sat down, a ice cold subtance drenched my black hair, falling into my face. I quickly look up and see Danny standing there with a monster can in his hands. Without thinking I spat out, "What was that for?!?". I looked over and I saw Vic and Ben standing there. Wow, what the fuck. "WHAT WAS THAT FOR?!?! You wanna know?" Danny chuckled in the middle of his sentence. "Look it's a monster, that's what you are. You two were made for eachother. Nobody gives a shit about you and your little emo self so-" Danny was cut off by some guy. "I care, I'm sure he isn't a monster. If anything your a monster, considering your doing this to another human being." The boy spoke, with a very strong british accent. I'd never seen him before, but he had tattoos and his lip was pierced. I could tell Danny was a little intimidated by him so he began to walk away. The boy looked at me, and grabbed me by the arm pulling me towards the bathroom.
I looked over my shoulder and saw Vic looking over his, giving me a upset look. The boy pulls me into the bathroom and begins to get some paper towels wet and starts to wipe my face clean of the sticly residue. "Uhh.. like who are you... no offense?" I asked trying to not sound rude."Oliver. Oliver Sykes, but you can call me Oli." He said not breaking his focus from now trying to get the monster out of my hair. "Oh" was all I got out. "So, your shirt is pretty wet too. Wanna borrow one of mine? I have one in my locker." he asked. Is that weird? I don't even know this kid, other than his name was Oli. Cute name. Stop Kellin, stop. "Uh, sure." I hadn't even noticed my shirt was wet, before he said something. He began walking away to where I presumed to be his locker so I followed. Once we got into the locker room, he opened up a locker and pulled out a blue striped sweater.
Oli handed me the sweater. I kind of felt weird changing in front of him considering I'm gay, but he doesn't know that so oh well. I took off my shirt and when I reached for the sweater I looked up at Oli and he was staring at me. I followed his gaze to my torso, where my scars were. Fucking Kellin, your so stupid. I put my arms over my stomach and then quickly grabbed the sweater out of his hands and slipped it over my head and it fit so comfortably. I looked up at him again, and our eyes met. I never noticed how pretty his eyes were. Almost black, but they shined with sadness. "Why?" He spoke just above a whisper. I knew what he was referring to so I didn't feel like being a smat ass.
"Reasons and I don't want to talk about them." I responded quickly. I began playing with my hands and thinking about all the reasons myself. I felt him put his warm hand on my shoulder and say "It's okay, things are gonna be okay and I'm here for you..." "Kellin" I finished for him. He gave me a small smile, "We better get to our next classes, what do you have next?" he asked. "Math and then Social Studies. What about you? Aren't you new here?" I asked. "Yeah, I just moved here fro m England." he answered. "Same classes, let's go."
Walking to math me and Oli just talked about ourselves getting to know eachother and I discovered we had a lot in common. We liked the same bands and he was a really cool guy and cute. No Kellin, you have Vic. Well, I think I do.... Math flew by considering we could work with partners and Oli and I worked together. It's the first time I've had a partner really, usually people don't want to come near me. It felt different, but nice. It felt good to have someone be there for me.
The bell for fifth period had just rang and Oli & I got up to head to our next class. Social Studies. Shit... I have that class with Vic, but luckily not Danny or Ben. Just Vic....
*Vics POV*
I actually got to my sixth period early because I know Kellin always comes to his classes early to avoid people. I need to ask him how he is. I couldn't believe what Danny did to him at lunch he has to be falling apart. I need to be there for him. Who was that kid that stood up to Danny today though? i've never seen him before, he must be new. Almost everyone was in the classroom now and there was still no sight of Kellin. Weird.
Almost on cue right as the bell rings two boys walk in. Kellin and the kid from lunch laughing. Laughing? About what and what is Kellin wearing? That is not his sweater nor mine. The only open seats were next to me.. They soon realized that also, and started heading this way and I saw Kellin looking at me, but then looked away & as they walked passed me to get to the seats the other guy gave me the stink eye.
The teacher spoke for about half the period before telling us we had a project due on friday and we could work with a partner. I looked over at Kellin before speaking "Hey uh, Kellin do you want to work together?" He turned around along with the boy to face me. "Actually he's working with me." What, why is Kellin working with him? He should be excited I'm sucking it up to work with him. "And who are you exactly?" I asked a bit annoyed. "Oliver, now excuse me..." "Vic" I said while gritting my teeth. "Yeah, Vic we need to start on our project." He then turned around and I looked at Kellin with a shocked expression on my face. He mouthed a 'sorry' before turning and facing Oli.
I sat through the remainder of the class pretending to be doing my project that I decided to just do on my own while listening to their conversations. It's like Kellin laughed at everything this Oli kid had to say. One part of their conversation made me clench my fists out of anger. "Hey Kells, did ever tell you that you look really good in my sweater?" Oli spoke. Oh so it was his sweater. I took a quick glance over at Kellin and saw he was blushing. What the hell, I make Kellin blush. Only me, he's mine. I know I cheated or have been cheating on him... but I do care about him. Alot. He also called him Kells... That fucking crosses the line, that's my nickname for Kellin. MY KELLIN.
"You didn't, but thanks Oli" Kellin responded with a smile. I looked back down at my work acting as though I heard nothing. I kept listening though. "So since this is due Friday we're probably gonna have to do some of this outside of school. Wanna hangout today?" Oliver asked Kellin. "At your place?" Kellin questioned. "Uh, I can't at my place I was hoping yours?" Oliver trailed off. No. No way is this 'Oliver' kid coming into our house. KELLIN & I'S HOME. "Uh, yeah that could probably work. Do you just want to ride home with me?" Kellin asked with a cheeky grin on his face. What is this. "Sure." Fucking fantastic. What am I going to do. I can't even go home with Oliver being there because he might tell people at school that we live together. I can't have that.
I actually began to work on my project blocking out the thoughts of Oliver and Kellin. I can't do this, I don't know what to do. I'm really stressing, the only thing I can think of to do to relieve this stress, is sex. I need it, so I'll get it. I'll have nothing better to do while Oliver is in MY house with MY Kellin.
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