*Kellins POV*
I wonder how things are going for Vic. I had dropped him off a little over 2 hours ago. Mike's car was in the driveway, but Vic said he'd do his best to just avoid him so I'm sure he's fine. I had to make sure though. So I decided to just text him real quick to see how things are going.
Kellin; Hey babe, how are things goin for ya?
I waited a moment for a reply, but there wasn't one. I figured he didn't hear his phone so I wouldn't freak out about it yet. I went back to shopping. I was grocery shopping for our new home.
Our new home. Our.
It felt so great to be able to say that. My phone going off interupted my happy thoughts.
Viccy; Oh hey kells, uh things are just fine
weird, that was a really weird text message.
Kellin; You sure? You seem off... when do you want me to pick you up?
Viccy; nothing and now I guess
Yup something was definetly weird...
*Vics POV*
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Kellin is on his way, and I just fucking cheated on him. I feel terrible, but.... I wanted it. I was craving the sexual attention. Me and Kellin haven't decided to get sexually serious yet. I respect it, and quite frankily I'm pretty fucking nervous myself. Just fuck, I needed that and in a way I don't feel bad at all cause my fucking hormones were just fucking going crazy. I don't feel any feelings towards Kelly, but I don't know... She was pretty good in bed I must admit. I had gotten up and put my clothes back on and she had already went back in Mike's room. I don't even know where that sex came from, but i'm glad it came my way. Kellin just texted me and told me he was outside. It was gonna be hard keeping this from him, but I had too. He was my place to stay and the love of my life. I think....
I grabbed the remainder of my things and headed out of the door towards my boyfriends car. I put my stuff in the trunk and got into the passenger seat. Without any words we just pulled out and started heading towards out home. Our home.... It felt so weird to say that, I loved Kellin I really did. Why am I thinking like this.
Kellin must have noticed I was deep in thought about something because he interupted my thoughts. "Vic what's wrong?" how was I suppose to respond to this? "Huh? Oh, nothings wrong..." I trailed off and gave him a small reassuring smile. He just gave me a slight nod and looked back at the road to continue our way home. How the hell am I gonna do this.
*Kellins POV*
What the hell is up with Vic? Maybe it's cause we go back to school tomorrow. Yeah that's it. He isn't ready to come out as a couple yet. I respect that. I'm nervous on my own cause I just.. don't want to go back to the bullying. It's worse than people think. They don't understand how bad it hurts to be told you mean nothing. Until you feel like nothing. It hurts and Vic doesn't understand because he is popular. If I was friends with him at school no one would be mean to me. Little lone if I was his boyfriend. Then again, I might just bring him down with me.. I don't want that. I'm bullied for a reason, I don't know why but he isn't so there is a reason.
The rest of the car ride was silent and honestly it was awkward and uncomfortable. It's never like this... Usually it's a comfortable silence and we just enjoy eachothers presence. Not this time. I sighed as we pulled up to the apartment buildings and we both got out of the car. Vic heading right towards the door. What was bothering him... I preceeded to follow him and as I got to the door I noticed he already went in and went to our room. I put the groceries away in the kitchen and headed towards our room. I was pretty tired myself, As I entered the room I noticed Vic was already in bed under the covers.. I started to strip down to my boxers and I climbed into bed. Usually once I get in bed Vic scoots over towards me and cuddles me. Tonight was different. When I got in I felt his body tense and he scooted further away from me.
Things are definetly weird. A whole bunch of questions passed through my mind like; what happened today? Is that why he is acting all weird? Did I do something? Do I look grosser than usal? Is he hiding something? Is he harming himself again? I couldn't bare to think about all the terrible things that crossed my mind. So I decided to try and sleep. Suprisingly my eyelids became very havy quickly and my breathing began to slow down. The feeling of falling asleep was one of the best feelings ever. I enjoyed the moment until, I actually fell asleep. Trying to forget about all the possible problems I had ahead of me..
*Hey Guys! I'm in the writing mood... Boring I know, more of a filler. ANYONE HAVE IDEAS? LET ME KNOW. thanks, haah. Thanks for reading, i'm gonna need 5 comments for another update... ;) How is it coming? let me know!*
