My Struggles With Depression

Still...

- During seeing Mr 's'. I saw a physiatrist at 'camhs' where they have assessed me and put me on medication 'antidepressants' to try and help things along but the first dose which was '25mg' didn't help so i am now currently on '50mg'. Mr 'S' is still helping for the time being but seeming as its half term I don't know if I'll get to see him again; ,

After Half Term:
Currently I am not seeing him anymore and I have noticed a dramatic difference in myself , I'm suicidal , I was very very close to taking my own life a couple of nights ago but my friend talked me out of it. ,, I'm still contemplating suicide now as I cannot take this much longer.