Roommates

Chapter {21} - Complicated Feelings.

KIARA'S POV:

Everyone on the table was shocked, even Nita too. She looked at him with dreamy eyes like her dream just came true. I heard some "Oh" and "woah" from the guys on the table. Ethan had the look that show that he didn't believe what happened, like it's not true. I, on the other hand, looked at Dylan's face, searching for any sign that he was joking. But I couldn't find anything. He was looking at her like she was everything to him, like his life depended on her. They were looking into each other's eyes, a smile on their face before they ate each other's face.

"Congratulations." I said and faked a smile before leaving to the library.

I needed to go; I needed to stay away from them, or at least to be alone. And why is that? Why I'm not happy for him? At least, he finally let someone enter his life. Maybe she will change him and make his life better.

Who am I to feel sad if Dylan dated someone? It's good; I should feel happy for him.

But this image of them, kissing, and when he said that they're dating, couldn't leave my mind. I kept remembering what happened, and every time I remember, I feel like something ripped my hear. Dammit, why am I feeling like this?

I entered the library and began doing my essays, hoping that if I get my mind into studying, I would forget about everything. But for my bad, I couldn't. I finished them right when the bell rang signaling that the lunch time has ended, and I quickly went to my next class which is physics. I really love physics, I think it's exciting. But at that moment I was feeling anything excited, nothing around me looked excited. Everything was blurry and black, I couldn't think clearly.

"Hey, hey, what's wrong?" Tatia caught me as I was entering the class.

"Nothing." I said and walked to my seat with Tatia following after me. I didn't wanna talk about it; in fact, there's really nothing to talk about. How can I talk about something if I'm even sure about it?

"Kiara, I know you." she gave me a look then continued, "Okay, fine, let's start with the beginning. Where were you this weekend? You were nowhere to be seen and you weren't answering your phone."

"I met Alex." I talked, knowing that Tatia won't shut up if she didn't know everything.

"What? What happened? Oh my God! Where did you meet him?" Tatia being herself began with asking no ending questions, and I ended up telling her everything but without mentioning what I was feeling or thinking when Dylan announced that he's officially dating.

"I'm gonna kill that bastard and rip his heart out of his sicken body, how dare he out a hand on you that son of a stupid bitch, I hate ..." she totally freaked out and began talking loud that I've become worried somebody will hear her so I shut her up by putting a hand on her mouth.

"Don't want any drama here." I said and smiled a small one.

She mumbled a sorry but she didn't look so over it and I knew that I won't be so done with her blubbering about it.

Then while we were sitting she snapped her neck toward me and gave me a creepy look.

"You told me that you had a water fight with Dylan? Oh, how cute!"

"What?" I tried to act like I didn't care and it was nothing but I failed. The expression on my face got me, I felt twinkling in my eyes and my cheeks getting warmer.

"You know what I mean and I'm sure you enjoyed it." She said seriously while putting the books and pencils on her table.

"Yeah, but it was nothing." I denied.