Chapter two- Those three little words

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A/n: This chapter is super short :( It was going to be longer but my day turned to crap and I lost all my motivation to write. And this chapter is kind of bad as it is, Me and It have a love hate relationship :/

I yawned as I walked down to the campfire, Today we had a meeting "Mikayla!" Seth Clearwater said bouncing off a log and ran over to me, Seth is the youngest in the pack. He and his sister Leah phased the other day, And for some reason to every ones surprise me and Leah get along great "I wasn't sure if you were coming since Sam said you had patrol" He added with his child like grin

"Hey Seth,And I sorta have to come. Even though I had patrol" I said shrugging, Even though I haven't really known them that long. Seth is becoming like a little brother to me, And Leah like a sister. She is one of the people I talk to while Jess is out with Embry.

"Come on, They are going to start soon" Seth said before taking off back to his spot next to Leah and sat down, I sighed and walked over sitting on the ground. I glanced over at Jacob who was to busy staring at  Isabella to even notice I was here, I hate her, I really do.

"This is going  to be a long night" I mumbled under my breath as I looked away from Jacob and Isabella as she rested her head on his chest, I looked over at Jess and Embry with envy.  The way he holds her, The way that he looks at her. I feel stupid for wanting that from Jacob.

"Are you okay?" Paul whispered as he leaned over to me to avoid being heard, I Glanced over at Jacob and sighed slightly. I looked back at Paul and shook my head slowly, I don't really care if we some how interrupt the story. I heard it so many damn times I could tell it myself word for word.

"I hate this, I really do" I whispered trying to ignore the pain, But with every small glance it makes it worse.  Why cant she be with her stupid bloodsucker? She got him back, She doesn't need to be around anymore. She can leave us alone now.

"So thats why Sam is all black" A guy named Quil said in a quiet voice half catching my attention, Quil is one of Jacob's friends. He phased about a week before I came back, I'm guessing he was on patrol with Jared the day I came back. "Black heart, Black fur" He added with a small snicker.

I looked over at Jacob and Isabella and let out a shaky breath before slowly getting to my feet as eyes darted towards me "I'm sorry I cant do this anymore" I said in a voice that was barely more then a whisper, I blinked my eyes as I walked way from the campfire.

I stared at the sky and watched the orange glow from the campfire "You okay?" Jacob asked making me jump slightly, I looked at him and shrugged. At this point, I had no idea if I was okay or not. Ever since I even met him I don't think I've been okay.

"Before you ask Jacob, The reason I left is because I couldn't be around watching you with Isabella. To be honest it hurts" I said still looking at him while trying not to cry again "I guess its the whole imprinting thing "I Mumbled  running a hand through my hair

"Sorry" Jacob said as he pulled me into his arms, I nodded slightly as hurt and pain inside of my subsided "You do know I don't mean to hurt you right?" He asked trying to pull me closer to him, If that were even possible at all. But I didn't really mind.

"I guess" I mumbled as my eyes slowly shut "I wish I didn't have to do patrol today, It sucked " I sighed as I rested my head on his chest and opened my eyes to look up at him, I hate the fact that I can get over whatever hes done just by being in his arms..

"Mikayla" Jacob said and looked down at me with a grin on his face,  I raised a brow at him waiting to hear what he has to say "Just wanted you to know, That I love you" He said sending a shot of surprise and happiness through my body,  Did he really just say that?

"Jacob, When I moved down here for the first time what two months ago? I never thought I would be saying this to someone" I said ask a smile broke across my face " I love you to, Getting expelled and forced to move here was so worth it" I said as my smile grew bigger

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