My Secret Family (Green Day)

Dad the baby came

I changed the gender of the baby, if you read the last chapter before I changed it It's now a boy called Jackson

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I was only really in hospital 2 days, just until the medication had left my body. In those 2 days I've realized that Jackson is a big responsibility, I have to feed him every 3 hours, bathe him everyday, change his nappy, entertain him and put him to sleep. Adrienne is the biggest help out there, she's taken 2 weeks off work and Billie coming home from tour some time this week to so both of them can help me with Jackson.

It's been really emotional for me because he really looks like Lee, even if he's only 2 days old, but other than that it's been a good few days. He is really well behaved and has cried like twice since being born, I've found out thatshe doesn't like baths very much. Jackson being here makes me realize how much more I miss Lee and how much he is gonna miss out on not having a dad in his life.

But right now I'm in my room putting Jackson in his cot for the first time ever. It's 1pm and for him that's nap time, he was fed, burped and nappy changed so he should sleep for around 2 to 3 hours.

"How's it going" Adrienne asked when I sat next to her on the sofa.

"Mhh, It's good. He's well behaved" I put my head sleepily on her shoulder.

"Your tired aren't you" I nodded trying to focus on what Adrienne was watching."Just go for a sleep baby, I'll keep my eye on Jackson" she puts a blanket over me and soon exhaustion puts me to sleep.

While asleep I had a dream, the first one I've had in a long while, It wasn't really a dream more of a memory. I think I was around 2 years ago when we all went on our first American holiday to Florida, It was me, Liz (Old mum), Emma, Lee, Drake and Rose. Robert (Old dad) and Liz had split up when I was 3, Rose and her husband (Gary) where still together but he's always drunk. I think It was the best holiday ever, all the kids sat together on the plane and we watched the stupid kids movies. Me and Lee had been going out for 3 months on this holiday and this is my dream.

"Come on please, we wont get in any trouble we promise" we were both begging out parents to let us go to the mall just us, they didn't think it was safe." Please, we'll have our phones and will check in with you every 30 minuets" Rose looked at Liz then they turned to us.

"Only because your both 14 and we know you to wont go off with strangers" Rose said, the smile ran across both mine and Lee's face. We pulled our mothers into a hug then ran out the door before they could even think about changing there minds.

The mall was seriously across the road so we went across the zebra lines painted on the ground, is it childish that we had copied the way Buddy the Elf did it. Nah. Lee took my hand when we got into the mall because he know how crazy I get in malls, I just love shopping. I'm not so much into fashion, but I like creating my own fashion, It's a thing me and Emma want to do when we're older is fashion designing out of season stuff basically."So gorgeous where to first" Lee looked down at me with a smile.

"I liked that shop Spencers, let's go back there" We'd came shopping here the first night because Emma had forgot her sunglasses, we ended up staying till closing time.

"To Spencer's then, eh" I nodded with a goofy smile, he led me into the dark shop and me being me dragged him over to the novelty onesies. We picked up about 5 different ones each and changed in the changing rooms. The rest on the night was spent changing into dorky onesie and messing about the shop in them.

Man, I really do miss those days. I sat up in the sofa and looked about for the time, 4pm shit Jackson need to be fed. I stood up and wandered quickly into the kitchen to get a bottle but Jake sat holding Jackson and a bottle of milk."Jake, you didn't have to feed him you could of just woken me up" I muttered sitting next to him.