My Secret Family (Green Day)

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"Mum can we talk" I ask seeing Adrienne on the sofa.

"Yeah baby what is it?"she pats the spot next to her on the sofa and I nervously sit next to her." What's wrong ?"she asks really concerned.

I took a deep breath "I want to go back to Scotland to live" her face drops." I'm sorry but I miss it so much there, I'm 16 so I'm legally allowed to move out and Robert offered me his flat because he's moving in with his new girlfriend"

"I just got you back" her eyes fill with tears "I don't want to let you go and now you have Jackson" I start to feel really bad but I have to go home, America isn't my home Scotland is. When I left I thought I had to because I had nobody there but as time progressed I realised I still had all my friends. Liz and Robert have got over the pregnancy and I got over the adoption. Plus I feel like I need to go back for Jackson.

"I know, I'm sorry but Scotland is my real home and I want to move back. I'll come over and visit with Jackson, it's not like I'll never see you again" she nods holding the tears back.

"Well if it's what you want I'll have to accept it, when are you thinking of leaving" she looks hopeful.

"My flights booked for 10am tomorrow morning" she gasps and the tears she's been holding in start to fall." I'm sorry, it just something I have to do" I pull my mum into a hug.

She sits up after awhile and wipes her face." Okay, if your moving I want to hear all the details" she forces a smile.

"Liz and Robert have moved everything from my old room into the flat, Rose has decorated a nursery for Jackson and the rest of the flat is furnished. I booked a flight for me and Jackson, it leaves at 10am so I need to be at the airport by 7am, Emma's coming back with me too and then Rose is gonna pick us up at 2pm Scottish time. Also I told dad, Jake and Joey a couple days ago" she nods.

"Where's Jackson, because I want to spend as much time with him as I can" she stands up wiping her hands on her jeans.

"He's with the boys, do you mind watching him while I pack" she nods so I run up to my room. Yesterday Billie told me he'd got Jackson a place in a nursery close to my school so I could go back and try to persist my career as a fashion designer.

In my room I'm only taking clothes and really important things with me. So packing didn't take to long, also I had started a couple days ago when I made my mind up. I kept out an out fit for me and one for Jackson to travel in, Billie said I should leave all my furniture and Jackson's over here incase I want to come back. I don't think I'll come back to stay any time soon.

6am floated in really quickly, Emma showed up at the house and let herself in." You sure about this?" she asked picking up one of my two cases.

"Yeah, I sure" she nods and takes the case down to her car. I go over to a sleeping Jackson and try not to wake him. I put him in a warm baby grow, some mittens and the monkey hat, I wrap him in the blanket and hold him close to my chest. I love this little boy more than anything else in the world.

"Can I get a goodbye hug?" Adrienne asked opening her arms. I nodded and hugged her with one arm." I know this is for the best but it's hard" she cries wiping her eyes.

"I know mum but now it just dad an excuse to do more shows in Scotland" I smile, Billie appeared behind Adrienne.

"Guess it does then" he chuckled hugging me, I hugged back. Billie kissed my head then took the other case down stairs. Adrienne took Jackson and nodded her head to my brothers rooms, time to say good bye to them.

I knock quietly on Joey's door and walk in, he's passed out in his bed. Typical." Joe" I nudged him, no reply." Joey" I push him a bit, again no reply." Joseph" I say a little loud and his eyes open in shock.

"Alexandra, what?" he mumbled rubbing his eyes, sitting up.

"I just came to say good bye, I'm going back to Scotland" he relished what was going on and pulled me into a hug."See you Joey" I muttered and he hugged me closely.

"I'm gonna miss you and my little nephew" I nod." Promise me something?" he pulled away to look at me.

"Anything"

"You'll come to my next show in Glasgow, with Jack it's in a couple weeks" he smiled.

"Duh you big doofus, I wouldn't miss it" I stood up." I need to say goodbye to Jake" I rubbed my arms " I'll see you in a couple weeks?"

"I'll see you in a couple weeks" I hug him again and then walk into Jakes room." Oi, douche bag get up" I push him off his bed.

"Huh, Alex what the heck?" he roll over and decked me too.

"I came to say goodbye, I'm going back" he frowned and pulled me into a hug.

"Do you really have to go?" he petted his bottom lip out like a child.

"Yeah, but I'll come visit. I promise" he hugged me closer.

"I love you sissy"

"Love you to Jake" me and Jake chilled out for a bit on the floor till Billie walked in saying I had to go. I frowned and hugged my twin, I'm gonna miss him.

Me and Emma wave good bye from her rental car window, my family stood waving back and Adrienne had tears running down her face. If I go back now I have 3 weeks before school starts back so I'll be fine.

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I'm soooooo sorry I haven't updated in ages, I've been sick and in hospital for 2 weeks, but I'm out now and on the mend. Quick notice the story will get happier soon :))

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