My Secret Family (Green Day)

What........

It's the first time since I've been back that I'm going to visit Lee's grave, Rose told me that no one has ever visited it because it hurts too much. I'm scared and happy to go.

Rose is watch Jackson for me, which I'm so thankful for. I'm dressed in my favourite summer dress with a photo of Jackson to put on the grave. Rose couldn't bring her self to put the sonogram pictures on his grave but she put them in a fame that hangs in her house.

The warm breeze flowed threw my hair as I arrived at the cemetery, this place is my worse nightmare. I walk slowly past all the other graves till I got the point were my love is buried. I love this spot, there's a tree above me and a forest to my right. Lee always liked to escape.

The grave was just how I left I a year ago, except the flowers are all dead. I sat in the same place I had sat that year ago, I just looked up into the sky. "Who are you?" A voice called from above me.

I looked up and I could see a guy in the tree above Lee's grave "I'm Alex, who are you?" I couldn't see the guys face but I saw him tilt his head in a thinking way.

"I don't know who I am" I burrowed my eyebrows together. "I mean, I can't remember who I am"

"Why are you at this grave?" I ask looking down at the stone.

"Because this is where I woke up"

"Come out the tree and I'll try help you" I stand up and the boy climbs down. He stands infront of me with a familiar smirk.

"Do I know you?" He asked confused, his hair was covering his eyes but I think I know him too. I think this boy is Lee, but it can't be he's dead, I saw him.

I move my shaking hand up and move his hair out of his eyes, I shake my head and tears roll down my face. "Please tell me your Lee" I whisper.

"I don't know who I am, but I feel like I know you?" He smiles "I only know Josh, who found me in the woods and I live with him. Every day I come back to this grave and nobody visits" the more I look at this boy the more I see Lee. I walk round the back of him and lift his hair up, if this is Lee he'll have a birth mark right below his left ear.

There it is..... This is Lee. How? I don't care, I spin him round and pull him into a hug crying. "You are Lee" I choke out.

"I'm Lee" he mutters hugging me closely, like he has never had a hug. "What are you to me?" He whispered in my ear.

"I'm your best friend, you girlfriend" I sniffle pushing his hair back looking him in the eye, those eyes I've missed them.

"What now?" He asked confused.

"Your mums, she'll know what to do?" I grab his hand and led him off, Rose's house isn't far.

"What happened to me?" Lee asked on the walk back to Rose's. I hung closely to Lee not wanting to go let go of him, in fear he'll leave again.

"Babe, you overdosed" I muttered quietly so only he heard. His face dropped, he might not know who he is but he knows what overdose is.

"Did I love you?" He looked me in the eye, I've missed those eyes on him, I see them every day with Jackson but it's different.

"I hope so, we've been best friends forever and dating for 4 years" he smile, damn this better be him and not some joke or illusion.

"I feel like I should love you" I smiled, one of my proper real smiles that only Jackson seems to see right now. We get to Rose's house and something sparks in Lee's brain "I know this place" he whispered.

"Yeah babe, this is your mums house" I pull him in side. "Rose" I cry out, the tears are coming back.

"Honey your back early, I just put Jackson to sleep" she yelled from the kitchen.