Survive

Eomma......I miss you

As i was staring at the door lost in my own toughts, one of the guys sat next to me and asked me why I was crying.

Wait!

I'M CRYING??

I touched my cheek and I was indeed crying. I turned to him even tough I couldn't see sh*t.

"How the heck do you know i'm crying if it's that dark?"

"I can hear you sniffing every 3 sec"

"Oh, and who the heck are y....?" I stopped mid sentence

"what?", he asked

"I recognise that voice and that cute english accent"

"you do?", he asked surprised or terrified. I mean I couldn't tell.

"Are you...... OMG THIS IS SO F*CKING CLICHÉE, I FEEL LIKE I'M IN A DREAM OR SOMETHING!" He pinned me to the floor and covered my mouth.

" Are you trying to get us killed?", he whispered-yelled

"I'm sorry...............Kim Namjoon", I said with a grin.

He couldn't see it but i'm pretty sure he knows I did.

"It's not that I don't like being that awkwardly close to you, but would you mind getting off? You're kind of heavy.", I said.

Jimin started talking to rapmon:

"yeah hyung get off of that poor girl"

"For your information I am a woman not a poor girl", I said in fluent korean

They all gasped.

"you speak korean?", Namjoon asked.

"No", I said with a hint of sarcasm

"when and where did you learn?" V asked

"Well let's say that my parents are intense
south korea lover, so the forced me to take korean classes"(if only -_-), I replied

"Really? That's so cool!", Jin said

"Yeah especially my m........", I stopped and looked at the ground.

"What's wrong?", one of them asked, I was too concentrated on not crying in front of my idols to notice who it was.

"oh! It's nothing" I said

"please. You can tell us whatever it is"

With that comment I completely lost it. I started crying and shaking. I could feel that the guys didn't know what to do. I didn't hold it against them cause I kinda suck at handling other peoples emotions too.

I started talking:

"Well before I got chased by that thing, I was searching for my mom cause I heard her scream before she just ....disappeared. I just miss her so much and i'm so worried I think I might have a panick attack."

I started crying again and I put my face in my hands and let it out. I felt an arm on my shoulder. I looked up and saw Jin. Someone had turn the lights on because it was getting dark outside.

He just looked at me with empathy and a slight encouraging smile. He squeezed my shoulder and pulled me to his chest where I burried my face and cried, leaving wet spots on his shirt. It was crazy how he didn't know me but knew how to make me feel safe.

"Don't worry beautiful. We will find her", Jin said and that comment made me blush hard.

"How can you be so sure?", I asked

"I'm not but we will do everything to get you two together", he said while holding my hand.

I like when people are honest to me.

"Thanks Jin! I believe you", i said while squeezing his hand.

He got up and offered me his hand.

I got up and suga grabbed me by the shoulder and said:

"Come with me, i'll show you where you'll
sleep"

I followed him and he opened a door to a room with a bed, a little desk and a lamp.

"here it is! I know it's not much but that's all we can offer you", he said with a disappointed look.

"hey hey hey! Don't worry. It's more than enough. Thanks a lot yoongi", I said with a hand on his shoulder.

"You should go to sleep. It's gonna be a big day tomorrow" He smiled and left to go see the others.

I looked at my phone. 20:34. WHAT?? We sat looking at the door for that long???Yeah I sould go to bed even if it's still early. I'm exhausted.

I laid on my bed and looked at the ceiling. I got lost in my toughts for a few minutes. I was mostly thinking about my mom. I really hope I can find her. If not, I might just go insane. I drifted off to sleep not too long after.

Eomma.....I miss you so much

Here is a longer chapter!! I wasen't gonna update today but a friend of mine begged me too (she knows who she is ;) ). Hope you enjoyed!!! See ya in the next chapter