That feeling of axiety is indescribable
Thinking that someone is watching you horrible
The thoughts going through your head are very dark
Being alone in a room full of people hurts you within.
They all have a good time without you
You stay in your room all alone
Wanting to join in bt don't fit in
Being alone at night is starting to kill you
Being paranoid all the time takes so much energy
Not being able to focus on anything you do
Can never tell if anyone is really there
This is what scares the shit out of you
Being alone with nobody to know your pain
You don't do anything yet still feel drained
Can't make those thoughts go away
Nothing you do will change a thing
All you can do is wish for life to end
You can't tell a single person even if they are considered a friend
Can't stop crying
It's ok cuz nobody is there to see
Wish I could just disappear into a different world
Someplace where someone might like you
Maybe there you will finally be happy
Maybe then you would no longer feel alone
It's to bad that place is made up in my head.
I'm so done with this shit it fucken hurts my heart.
Can't handle these people all staring at me.
Nothing but ending it all will ever help me now.
