I'm numb.
But still in pain.
I try alcohol and blades
Nothing I can do to hang this thing.
I'm always sad never glad
I try to tell you but you don't get the same feel
I'm drunk as fuck and wish this wasn't real
I want to talk to you, let you know how I feel.
I'm all alone is this big empty space.
Yet no room for love or ordinary play mates.
No one to trust and no one to know
What my feelings actually show
