*Almost Broken* LRH

*October 25th*

hey guys another update, sorry they are shitty but yeah, the dates are muddled up but it will make sense soon... read on

*FlashBack*

*Darcy POV*

"c'mere" he opened up his arms when he realized I was trying not to cry. I collapsed into his arms and wrapped my arms around his waist.

"I love you" he whispered.

"i love you t-too" I sniffed.

"i love you so fucking much, darcy, you're my everything, you're basically my medicine. You healed me, you stuck by me when things got rough and you helped me through so much and I can't imagine my life without you"

"you're just"

"don't you dare say I'm just saying all of this, every word that comes out of my mouth is the truth I-" his eyes lit up " I have a plan.

"like your plan to ask me to be your girlfriend?"

"yeah, but better and more meaningful."

"when will this plan take place?"

"Is today Saturday?"

"mhm"

"and my grandparents are out of town for a funeral..." he trailed off and I stared up at him as he thought.

"whats the plan?"

"i can't tell you, but its going to help you, hopefully."

"you guys are so cute" Cameron sighed, we both jumped in surprise.

"how long have you been there?" I asked.

" a long time actually"

"oh wow"

"I'm waiting for my mum to get me, just ignore me"

"C-cameron?" a short women walked through the front door.

"I'm right here! I've been waiting for you! don't worry" he ran down the stairs to get to her, she beamed at him and hugged him tightly.

"how was work?" he asked and pulled away.

"it was fine, just like every other day"

"that's good" he nodded "do you need anything? food? water?"

"no no I'm fine"

"okay" he nodded

"I'm going home now" she walked out the front door and drove away.

"sorry she gets worried if I'm not home when she comes home because last time she came home to an empty house she found out my sister had died"

he said it so nonchalantly, like it wasn't a big deal, Luke and I stayed quiet neither of us knew what to say.

"i should probably go home" Cameron said.

"okay" I breathed.

"okay then guys see you soon and thanks for everything"

"you're welcome" we said in unison.

*1 Hour later*

"okay" I nodded and kissed his nose before letting him leave.

I was now alone with nothing  but the dogs and my thoughts. my stupid fucking thoughts. I pulled the blankets over my head and cuddled up to mollie, I buried my face in her fur and did my best to keep my mind of what had just happened.

*15 Minutes Before*

*Darcy POV*

" shit shit shit" I heard Luke mumble to himself, he had just gotten a call, I had no idea who it was from.

"Baby what's wrong?" I ask.

"Cameron, he's not okay"

"wait what."

"he tried to commit suicide"

*Flashback ends*

I failed.

I got lost in replaying the conversation Luke and I had over and over again until the bad parts were what I remembered. I squeezed my eyes shut to try and hold back tears. yet again I failed and eventually gave up and cried myself to sleep.

<<<>>>
I woke up to see a black box in front of me with a note attached to it. it was folded up and on the outside Luke had written: Darcy

I sat up and rubbed my eyes as I grabbed the box. I pulled the note off an unfolded it:

I popped in to check up on you and saw you sleeping , you looked so cute so I decided not to disturb you, the good thing is that I got to be creepy and watch you sleep but the bad thing was that I didn't get to give you the present in person, hopefully i'll be home in time to see you open the box but I had to go to Cameron's because he was freaking out about things, so I'm rushing to write this letter note thing whatever the fuck it is, you can open the box or you can wait, its up to you. I know you'll probably get worried and anxious but I'd like you to wait because you might get confused but do what you want, i'll see you in a bit babe.

love,

Luke

<<<>>>

this fuckboy. how was I supposed to sit here and wait for him to come home? I got out my phone to text.

Me: when will you be home?

Lukey: well Cameron started crying but he's calm now and I'm just waiting for him to be completely okay.

Me: What happened

Lukey: idk, he was freaking out about something and when I got here he started crying so i'm just lying here with him curled up next to me while he listens to music.

me: aw

Lukey: yeah...he'll be okay. I think he just has little episodes like this because he always hides everything and bottles it all up

Me: I can relate

Lukey: yeah

Me: well text me when you're going to come home. you don't have to come home soon. I want you to leave when he's okay.

lukey: mkay see you soon

me: bye

I turned my phone off and set the box aside so it wouldn't mock me. I then curled up next to molly, peanut had gone outside and when he came back he climbed over me before setting him self on half of my body and half of the sofa. I sighed contently at the fact that I was surrounded around dogs. I loved dogs so much.

I flipped through Netflix before clicking the movie, rain man, I hadn't seen it before but luke said it was good. I cuddled up to the dogs as I watched the movie.

It was an amazing movie but halfway through I felt my eyelids growing heavier and soon  I had drifted of to sleep.