Tere Ishq Mein #Completed

Depression and Escape

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Rida's POV:

I opened my eyes. N looked up. I was on my bed. There was complete darkness in the room. I yawned and got up on the bed. I looked here and there to see what woud be the time then i remembered my watch. I smile crept on my lips. I looked at my digital LED light wrist watch. OMG! 9O'clock.

Nobody tried to wake me up. But me soi kb? I tried to remember what happened after they left my room. I was sitting on the bed, changed my dress and was weeping. Then??? Then i think meri ankh lg gai! But why did Mom and Dad not wake me? I slept for at least 5 hours i think k boht naraz hen! Of course hun ge. I have hurted them alot. Mene acha nai kia zra b! I should go to them. But what if they didn't talk to me? Of course they will not. And i have to apologize.

Thinking this, i threw the blanket and i got up from the bed, wrapped duppata around my shoulder, wore slippers and left the room. Lights were off in lounge. Entering the living room, i saw nobody was there. 9 bj itni khamoshi kbhi nai hui. Sb kuch mera kia dhara h. I looked here and there. I went to the kitchen and there was noone there as well. I went to their room. Thank ALLAH they weren't sleeping ku k i can see k light jli hui thi. Wo so b kese sktay they? Mene unhe sharminda kr dia tha sb k samnay.

I held the door knob. I recited prayers in my mind and then instead of opening the door i knocked. No answer came. I became worried. I knocked again.
"A jao" i heard Dad's voice. I contained myself and turned the door knob. I went inside. Papa was sitting on bed with his head rested with the bed crown. And mama was sitting on chair near the bed. I gulped down the lump in the throat. Me kya kahun?

"Han kya kam h?" Mom said and i got scared. Wo waqai boht naraz thin. "Mom, Dad I......" I can't speak. Kya kahun n kese kahun? "Han bolo Rida! Kya bat h?" This time papa said and i got some courage. "I am....." Again i stopped. Me ku nai bol sk rai? They looked at me silently.

"I am Sorry Dad!" I finally said. "Mom I am sorry"
"Sorry for what beta?" Dad said and i started rubbing my left hand with my right. Unho ne ghussay se kaha tha ya nai me na smjh ski. "I am sorry. Mene apko boht dukh dia h i know" i said and to my surprise my voice didn't tremble. Shayed mujh me waqai boht control aa chuka tha.

"Tou! Ab sorry krne se kya ho ga?" Mom said harshly. "Jo tum ne hmari bezti krwai h us ka kya kren! Tume lgta h k ek sorry kehne se sb theek ho jaye ga.... Nai Rida!!! Tum ne hmara sur jhuka dia h sb k samne! Aisa krne se pehle tume ek bar b khayal na aya?" I remained silent. She was right. Mene un k baray me nai socha tha. "Balaaj bhai r noureen bhabhi ko kya mun dekhayen ge hm log????? Woh log kitnay khush they! Hum kitnay khush they! Yeh nazar nhi aya tume?" I listened to her but i was feeling that i am losing the control again. And yes it was true. "Han sai kaha mom apne blkl. Sb khush they. Pr kisis ne yeh dekha k me khush thi ya nai? Nai na.... Kisi ko kya fark prta h." I said almost shouting, " Rida! Keep your voice low. Me maa hun tumari r yeh tumare baap he jin k samnay unchi awaz me bol rhi ho"