The Lost Boy and the Starseed ✓ (tronnor)

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I widened my eyes in shock as his soft lips touched mine, I  then quickly closed them to enjoy the moment I had been longing for. Electricity shot through my body, the butterflies in my stomach started flying around as I could feel Connor's stars surrounding us.  

My heart started racing as he poked his tongue past his lips, hinting for me to part my lips and let his tongue enter. He cupped my face with his hands, his right hand slowly moving down and resting on my neck. His tongue soon passed through my lips, colliding with mine ever so gentle. His thumb brushed my cheek as I placed one hand on the back of his neck. He moved his hand on my neck to my back and pulled me closer, my heartbeat sped up and a shiver sent down my spine. 

He then pulled away, leaving me breathless. I didn't know what to say so I stared at him in anticipation with reddened cheeks and a crazy heartbeat. Connor was blushing as well, 

'Bye Lost Boy' he said softly, and he turned around and started to walk away. I kept standing there, stunned and paralyzed as I could still feel the soft touch of his lips still on mine. He didn't look over his shoulder anymore, and it was okay that way. 

He walked across the shoreline, in that section of still-wet sand, waiting for the upcoming wave to break. His feet sank slowly in with every step and rooted him to the spot. The wave released, a stream of sun-warmed water rushed about, collecting footprints in its travels. The wave gathered itself, drawing in everything, wiping the slate clean. And he continued on.

The whole way home I felt like I was drifting on a pink cloud, high up in the sky. And every time I thought about the way his lips touched mine I felt the sensation all over again. It was like looking at the world through pink glasses.  A big smile plastered on my face. I couldn't stop thinking about him. 

It wasn't hopeless at all, maybe I had been wrong about this overrated thing called love the whole time? Maybe it wasn't as stupid and foolish as I imagined it to be. I almost didn't want to admit it, but the feeling I was feeling felt pretty amazing. 

When I came home Kayla immediately asked me where I had been, she was glad I was home though.

 'I was just out with Connor and it started to rain so we had to take refuge underneath a boat.' I explained, trying to keep a straight face. I don't think it really worked, but on the other side I always had a smile on my face when talking about Connor so it wasn't anything new. 

'Yeah I saw it on snapchat, how come your clothes are not wet though? You seemed to be soaking wet in that selfie.' She asked with one raised eyebrow. I think she could sense that something was going on. 

'We took refuge under a boat and we dried up, now can I watch tv, mom?' I said rather annoyed. I wasn't annoyed with her but just the fact that I couldn't hide my emotions that well and that she was so good at reading people. She shrugged backing away a bit, 

'sure'. We sat down on the couch and turned on the tv, Say Yes To The Dress was on, and usually I would watch It with my all of my attention but I just couldn't focus. I went to twitter and tweeted out: 

this was easily one of the best days of my life

 Then I went to check Connor's twitter, of course he had tweeted out something cryptic, reavealing, but yet not enough so you knew what it was about. 

Funny how when you act on your feelings your whole universe can change color

I smiled, he was such a beautiful soul. I decided to text him,

Just fyi, you're a beautiful person. x

 I didn't even have time to blink and he'd already sent me atext back. 

uhMm have you looked in the mirror troyesivan18? x 

I smiled widely at the x. I felt like a little boy getting his first peck on the cheek from a girl. I knew I had started blushing. 

I'm glad you decided to act on your feelings tho x

Me too, and this was one of the best days of my life as well. x

I don't think I ever smiled more widely than I did right there and then. 

'Okay, Troyboy, what's going on?' Kayla's voice sounded, I looked up surprised, my cheeks reddened more and more every second. ' I turned the tv off literally 3 minute ago and you haven't noticed, so tell me, who are you texting?' She said, and a cheeky curiosity shone through her voice. I sniggered, 

'Just Connor' I replied,Kayla crossed her arms and raised her eyebrows as she studied me. She could tell I was hiding something. 

'Okay, cut the crap Troye, I know you smile when you talk about him but this is ridiculous! You haven't smiled this widely since you hit 1 million.' She exclaimed, and I couldn't say she was wrong. I took a deep breath. 

'He kissed me' I smiled, my eyes twinkling, my heartbeat started speeding up as I waited for Kayla to react. Kayla's jaw dropped and her eyes widened. 

'What..' she uttered. 'Tro..' she continued, she then pulled me into a tight hug. 

'THAT'S FUCKING AMAZING' she yelled out and she hugged me even tighter, I felt like my air supply was being cut off. She pulled away, 

'also, why didn't you tell me sooner?' she said indignantly.

 'Oh this is pretty soon for me' I sniggered. She nodded her head, 'tru' she chuckled. '#Tronnor' she said teasingly, I sighed, my heart was still racing from the confession. I nodded my head, 

'yup, #tronnor' I said softly, still smiling like an idiot. Kayla smiled at me, she could see I was feeling happy. 

'We need to celebrate!' she then stated, pulling on my arm. I smiled, 

'Do you still have that bottle of vodka from Shay?' I asked with a smirk. Kayla smirked back at me, 

'oh you can bet your life that I do' she sniggered and she walked up stairs to get it.  I got my phone out again and texted Connor, before I would turn it off because me, vodka and twitter had never been that good of a combination.

Thanks for giving me hopes and dreams again Starseed x

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Sorry guys for not updating yesterday, school started again and my teachers thought it was a great idea to give us 2 tests on the tuesday after a two-week-break -.- of course I had left my books at school so I could only study yesterday, I think it went pretty well though. 

Anyway, comment your favorite Troye video? 

xo -J