The Lost Boy and the Starseed ✓ (tronnor)

31.

When I arrived at Connor's street I saw a tesla parked in front of his door, a short girl with extremely long hair and a snapback stood in front of his door, knocking on it pretty harshly. I recognized her and  walked up to her, 

'Has he not been responding to you either?' I said as I reached her. Lilly turned around surprised and then crossed her arms. 

'Nope, and we are supposed to be filming a collab right now.' She said pointedly, obviously annoyed.

 'Is he inside?' I asked her. She shrugged, 

'I don't know' 

I took a few steps back and tried to look at the roof, I couldn't see much because of the sun. Lilly waited for me to say something. I turned to her again, 

'Can you please be my stair?' I asked her. She frowned but did as she was asked, she knew that whatever I had in mind was better than knocking on the door. She bent forwards and placed her hands on the ground, making her back flat. I stepped on her back and grabbed the gutter.  I pulled myself up and crawled onto the roof. I walked to the other side of the rooftop, and looked at the ground. As I was expecting, Connor's guestroom window was open. 

I was stupid for not coming earlier, I was kind of nervous though, what was I going to say when I saw him? "I just basically broke into your house, but ya know just been wondering why you make it seem like I'm dead to you?" I sat down on my knees and turned around , I grabbed the gutter and let myself hang from the roof, my feet touched the window sill and I let myself in. 

'Connor?' I asked, as I walked out of the guest room.

 'Connor?!' I yelled, no response. I walked into the living room, a coffee mug was on his table and the pillows weren't arranged that nicely on the couch but furthermore there was no sign of life. I checked all of his rooms, he just wasn't there. With my head hanging low I walked to the front door and opened it to let Lilly in. 

'He's not here' I told her. She sighed and looked at me quizzically. 'I'm worried' I stated. Lilly nodded in agreement,

 'me too'

 she paced around the living room as I sat down on the couch thinking about him. Why was he not responding to me? Why did he leave? I wanted to know how he was feeling and dealing with his family-fight. Probably not too well considering he fled without a warning. I wanted to see him, cheer him up, make it better.

'Troye,' Lilly said after a while, ' you know, Connor is an adult, he can take care of himself..' she stated. I scratched my head, 

'what do you mean?' I replied, not knowing if I wanted to hear what she had concluded. 

'Well, if he left and hasn't responded to us then.. Maybe he doesn't want to be found?'

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I came home with my mind scattered all over the place, tears welling up in my eyes. My head spinning from the few hours I had slept, Kayla immediately rushed over to me and embraced me in a tight hug. I couldn't hold my tears back. 'He's gone Kayla,' I sniffled on her shoulder. She hugged me tighter. 

'Come sit down' she whispered and we walked to the couch, she had made some tea and we drank it while I told the story, occasionally having to swallow a lump in my throat. 

'I just keep thinking I did something wrong, It is all so out of the blue you know..' I said, wearing my heart on my sleeve. I had gotten so attached in such a short time again, and again it had left me with nothing but worry and confusion. 

'Maybe you could text him that you know what happened with his family?' Kayla said. I nodded, 'yeah that could be a good idea' I got my phone out and carefully composed my text.

Nicola told me and they fired me, Connor I'm so sorry if I did anything to make it worse, just know that that was never my intention and that you can always talk to me. – T

He didn't respond.

That same night, he tweeted something. My heart dropped when I got the notification. It read: everybody dies but not everybody lives.

I was glad that at least he was still alive and on his phone, but still, he didn't respond.

I decided to dm him something, knowing that he was probably checking his twitter. 

Starseed, why are you ignoring me? 

He didn't respond.

I miss you 

He didn't respond. 

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wow this is like not even half the size of the previous chapters. 

btw, I always forget to thank you guys for all the sweet and funny comments and the votes, they really put a smile on my face and they really do motivate me to write more, so yeah

THANKYOUU *hugs you virtually* 

xo -J