Chapter 21
Jayda
"Are you gonna keep pushing me away when I'm trying to talk to you? I'm trying to fix what I messed up." Peyton said.
"You just shouldn't have fucked up so bad." I said to him.
"Jayda, I'm really not trying to argue with you."
"I know, you're just expecting me to forget everything and forgive you right?"
"No, I'm not. I love you Jayda and I don't want shit to be like this between us. I know I messed up but give me another chance and let me prove myself. I swear it won't happen again." Peyton said.
I sat down at the kitchen table with him and just stared at him.
"It's not gonna happen again because we aren't getting back together." I said.
"Don't be like this Jay, just give me another chance. I want to be here with ya'll. I hate not being here with you or them. I know I said and did some fucked up things but don't give up so quickly. I love you and I wanna be with you."
"Then why'd you do it?!" I yelled at him.
"I honestly don't know. It was a big ass mistake Jayda, I know. I wasn't trying to hurt you and I'm still not trying to hurt you. I just want another chance to fix this, to make things right." he said grabbing my hands and looking me in the eyes.
He seemed so sincere.
I sighed and looked away from him.
"I don't think...I'm not ready." I said covering my face because the tears were now burning my face.
"I'm sorry Jay." He said wrapping his arms around me.
"...it hurts Peyton." I said crying in his chest.
"I know and I'm sorry baby, just please forgive me so we can work this shit out and move on. I love you and I'm not gonna quit trying until you say yes."
"I don't know Peyton...I don't know...I don't want to be hurt like this again." I said looking up at him as the tears streamed down my face.
"Baby please just forgive me so we can work through this, I swear you will not regret it. I'm not gonna hurt you babe I promise. Will you forgive me?" he said.
I got to thinking about what Jaeson told me and I guess I shouldn't be so quick to give up. I love Peyton and he hurt me.
I just couldn't stop the tears from falling.
"I forgive you." I said wrapping my arms around him and he held me tighter than he ever has before.
"I'm so sorry baby, I love you." Peyton said.
"I love you too. Please don't do it again." I said looking him in the eyes.
"I won't. Just please try to trust me."
"I am." I said.
He then gave me a kiss. I've been missing him so much. I can't be without him, I know because I've tried.
We're gonna work this out no matter what.
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Hell Of A Life (Part 2 of JAHRK)
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