Hell Of A Life (Part 2 of JAHRK)

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

 

 

 

“Ima keep smiling, ima keep it moving

Cause I don’t need you.”

 

-Letoya Luckett

 

 

 

Jayda

 

 

“I did sleep with her.” Peyton said laying in the hospital bed.

“Before or after she drugged you?” I asked sitting next to his bed.

He looked like he was trying to think about it then he just let out this long, deep ass sigh and I already knew I was about to be pissed off.

“Peyton?” I said.

“…before.” He finally said.

A huge lump formed in my throat and all of a sudden I couldn’t speak anymore. It felt like someone knocked the wind out of me. I don’t know if I should be sad or mad about the fact that he cheated on me.

The second time might not have been his fault but the first time was and I can’t forgive him for that. I feel stupid now.

“Why did you do it?” I finally said.

“I don’t know Jay, it was a mistake.” He said.

“If you knew you were gonna fuck with her…why did you stay with me?”

“I didn’t know I was gonna fuck her…it just happened.” He said looking at me.

“You’re full of shit! It didn’t just happened, you knew exactly what you were doing and for some reason I saw it coming since she first came back into our lives. I saw the way you looked at her…this shouldn’t have been a surprise to me.”

“No Jay, none of that. I didn’t look at her no kind of way. I don’t even want her.”

“Whatever Peyton, you can have her because me and you are so done. I’m not going through this shit again. I got myself together now you need to get yourself together for your daughter. Don’t call my phone if don’t have anything to do with her.” I said standing and grabbing my purse.

“Jayda please don’t leave.” Peyton said.

“Fuck you Peyton.” I said pissed off and walking out the room.

I can’t believe he did that shit!

He cheated on me before she even drugged his stupid ass! She could have killed his dumbass! Now both of their asses in the fucking hospital.

I’m so mad I don’t know what to do! Why the fuck would he do that shit to me?

I went and got in my car and just drove to his parent’s house because that’s where the Jordan Gabrielle were.

When I finally got there his mom started asking me all these questions about what was going on between us. I wanted to kill his stupid ass.

“He cheated.” I finally said.

“He did what?!” she said staring at me shocked.

“Yeah he did with his crazy ex.” I said.

“So what’s gonna happen between the two of you?”

“I broke up with him because that’s the last thing I need to be worried about. I don’t understand why you would go cheat anyways but obviously he wanted to. He can go be with her, I’m not going to stop him.”

“I think ya’ll should work it out.”

“No, because he know what I’ve been through with the past relationship so why would he go cheat?! I’m so done.”

“Well I can’t stop you so do what’s best for you.” She said.

“I will.” I said laying back thinking trying not to let the tears fall.

I just can’t believe this shit! I need to stay single for the rest of my entire life!

Fuck Peyton!