"Have I told how good of a kisser you are?" Misha says pulling away.
"I think you have but JJ wakes up at 7:15 and I haven't gotten this far in like a year."
"Ok you know what how about we go on a really special date and then come home and get into it?"
"Into it?" I cock my head.
"I mean have sex?"
"Oo." I sit up straddling him. "I don't want to rush you baby."
"You're not rushing me. I want to." Misha reaches up and wraps his arms around my neck. "I wanna have sex with you, Jensen."
"So it's a date then? I'll drop JJ off at my grandmas then we can have dinner and come home maybe have some wine or something?"
"I think that's a good idea. How about saturday night?"
"Sounds like a date." I lean down and kiss him.
"But-" he puts his finger up. "I want candles and silk sheets."
"Silk sheets are slippery. We wouldn't even stay on the bed."
"And that's bad?" Misha wiggles his eyebrows.
"Ok no I'll go by some brand new soft clean sheets and some candles."
"I'll be looking forward to it."
"Ok I really gotta get up." I push myself off misha.
"Hey." Misha says looking at me.
"Yeah?"
"I'm really glad you gave me a chance."
"I'm really glad you let me give you a chance."
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"I haven't had sex in like a year and a half. Jared why did I think it was a good idea to tell him I want to have sex!? I mean yeah I want to but I just.. I haven't had sex in so long. What if I forgot how? What if I'm not good? What if I come before he does!?"
"Oh my god Jensen! Stop!" Jared groans. "You like him. He likes you. The first is going to suck so much. It's gonna be weird and awkward but you'll get over it. You guys will do it a million times after that. It'll be perfect."
"Ok.. Yeah.. Ok.." I nod. "I should do it... I have to do it I can't back out."
"Yes! Now go buy your sheets and candles and get outa here."
"I actually gotta go pick JJ up but I'm sure she'd love to go to the store with me."
"You're gonna buy your sex sheets with your daughter?"
"She won't know what they're for." I shrug.
"Hey can I come with to make sure you buy the right stuff?"
"I think that's a good." I chuckle. We get in the car and drive to JJ's school first.
