I can do another day right? It's better for me to stay alive with JJ then have her go to her mom. And misha is probably either still asleep or ruining my kitchen again. Or he went and got doughnuts! Oh god doughnuts! That's what I need right now. Doughnuts and some good hot coffee. I get out of the shower and change. And today I'm suppose to have sex with misha. That'll probably fall through givin my state right now. Misha was so worried about me last night he stayed. He's so sweet. He just laid there with his arms around me and his head on my collar bone whispering sweet nothings. He's the best boyfriend ever. I go down stairs and see misha and JJ with a big box of doughnuts. "Good morning." He smiles
"You got JJ ready and doughnuts and my coffee." I whine wanting to collapse in his arms.
"Oo I knew I was forgetting something... I forgot the coffee."
"It's okay." I lean down and kiss him.
"How are you feeling?" He asks as I pull away.
"Good." I fake a smile. I stand behind JJ and then mouth to misha. Not in front of her. He nods but then takes a doughnut out and hands it to me. I bite into it and immediately smile letting my body relax. "Are you ready for school?" I ask JJ.
"Yup! Look misha even did my hair.". She has one little pig tail coming off the side of her head.
"You look so cute." I kiss her forehead. "Why don't you go put on your shoes."
"Ok." She goes up to her room.
"So? How are you really feeling?"
"I want to just.. I don't know. I want to melt down in a puddle but then again I feel like I can take the world on."
"Well I am here for whatever you choose to do." Misha reaches over and links our hands together.
"You should take these away because I may eat them all." I say.
"That's the whole point! I need to fatten you up!"
"Well that isn't going to work." I get up and pour some milk. He starts laughing as I finish the glass. "What?!"
"You look good with a mustache."
"Ok." I wipe it off onto the back of my hand. "I gotta get J to school do you wanna come?"
"Yeah. And about today.. The whole sex thing.. I'm ok with not doing it if that's what you want."
"No baby I want to. It'll make my day a million times better." I walk over and kiss his lips.
"Then I think I'll stay behind. Have a little present for when you come home." He winks.
"I will rush home." I smile. JJ comes down and pulls me away from him.
