for S
do you remember back when we first met?
when you had punk hair
and dreamt of the day you could move out
of the house you had to share with your preteen brother and stuck up parents,
when you were the first girl i kissed
and the first person i shared a cigarette with
and the only person
i ever told my entire world to.
do you remember back when we were in love?
when you started dying my hair for me
and sat in parks with me for hours on end,
kissing,
and talking,
and holding hands,
and smiling at me when you thought i wasn't looking,
when i fell for the first time in my life
and when you became
my entire world.
do you know how much happier you look now?
although your hair hasn't been purple
in countless months,
your dreams are coming true
and you don't smoke as much as you used to.
you don't hold my hand anymore
and i've kissed lots of girls now,
but,
you still deserve the entire world.
