Annihilated

Pessimist

[A/N: They showed me golden dreams, and now when I don't have that one thing, all they say is that I probably was not meant for it.]

I might be concentrating on the negatives,
But this was what I was taught,
Average of everything is not enough,
They needed me to be the best in everything,
But alas I couldn't meet their expectations,
And now I can't even find mine.
I was told that I was good for that one thing,
That was never my own effort,
But then when I lost my beauty
I just wasn't meant to be for it.
Now they don't care about what I have,
Because all they see is what I don't,
And in an ambience like that,
You don't want me to be a pessimist.