Creo

Who is Alvah Mauro?

Alvah Mauro. The name meant nothing to me, now it means Everthing. He destroys all he touches and sees. He want everything including ultimate power, and stop at at nothing to get what he wants.

Alvah Mauro is an antagonist. A villian. Not one of your typical Disney villian that puts you in sleeping curses of steals your voice, nor is he Lord Voldemort who kills your parents. He destroys you life, kills your friends, destroys your world, and wrecks your life.

On some days, it was a mistake ever opposing of him. The biggest one of my life. On others, it wasn't. I was able to save someone yet not everyone. You can never save everyone. It destroys you if you try.

Finding that spell was a mistake today. That one thing caused me to lose someone close to me, and most of my sanity. If I never would have found that damn thing, everthing would be back to normal. They would still be here.

But, we can't change things. Things do happen for a reason though. The reason being a person pulling your strings like a puppeteer and a marionette.

Sometimes you have to cut the strings and become a real boy Pinocchio. You can't let someone choose your path, you must fight to live, and life's a struggle.

Even if you fight, it's not a grantee that you'll survive. Somethings you can't fight completely. Eventually, it consumes you with no way out.

But even then, fighting won't always be the best option. If we wouldn't have fought, and flew, he still would have found me. It would have been best to just die myself then let my friends get killed. They deserved none of this. I did.

Like I said though, you can't change the past. Could've, would've, should've. Three words that described this entire situation.

You don't always have to fight the good fight. Sometimes it's not good at all. Libervm Arbitrivm est fallox imago. Free will is an illusion.