i tried to do it today.it didn't work i gave up.
I'm so dumb i couldn't even kill myself right.im tired of feeling this way. I just want to be normal again. I tried to wrap a belt around my throat and squeeze it. It didnt work. I gave up too soon. I started feeling guilty and just couldn't continue.
(5-12-16 7:50 pm)
I want to try it again tomorrow morning. No one will notice my dad will think im off to school. I'll do it in my room on my bed. I wont stop and give up. I failed at everything i dont want to fail at dying.
