THE STORY OF US

MISSING YOU

Jeanne Pov

It was 2 days ago I came home and Jaejoong tried to contact me by email and tweeter. But I still have to adjust myself to accept the fact that I have been in love with the person that I can't be with. Tomorrow will be the first day of school. I have a restless nights. I have been interogated by Irene since I came back. I gave her all the soveniers that they sent for her as a gratitude gift for sending me to them.

She was overwhelmed by the gifts. I still have to keep silent of my work there that I have no one to share with my burden.

"My friend, see you tomorrow. I'm dying to tell you something really interesting."

On the next day , everyone were excited about my experience during my 2 months work as an English tutor.

I have told them some truths but I haven't tell them that I'm with the JYJ.

"Jeanne, I am so sad, during their Taiwan tour, Jaejoong cried during his solo. He sung my favorite Waiting for. . .it seems to me that I think he's in love and was separated by the girl."
For that I didn't know what were the next sentences of Irene.
"Excuse for me. .."and I went to my class room,
search on my laptop. There it says..." Taiwan tour of JYJ, Kim Jaejoong broke in tears during his solo performance "
I scrolled down my contracts.Then I typed : Let's talk tonight, I'll wait. .. I miss you "and go back to my to my friends.
"Jeanne,is there anything bothering you?"Irene asked me after while we were about to get back to our class.
"Nothing Irene , not now. I will tell you someday. I hate to keep these cause it is for the sake of every one."Irene saw the tears in my eyes.
"Okay,friend I know ,I will not forced you to confine right now. I will wait until you are ready."
After dinner, I tucked Marie on our bed and read her bedtime story. I'm wondering if he can call me or does he received my message ? I' done my night rituals when my phone rings.
Unknown caller,"Hello
good evening , "
"Jeanne....how are you....why did you not answering my tweets and messenges?" A demanding voice on the other line.
" I... I... miss you so much for I can't find the right way to talk to you."She blurted out and started to cry.
"I missed you too...I have a sleepless nights since we're apart. Jeanne I think I'm going crazy. I need to talk to you. I need to see you. "There's a frustrating force in his voice.

"You know that it's not possible for you to see me anytime. We have agreed to that,"
"No there's a way,"
"What...are you crazy? Do you know what are you looking for? It will cause scandal and might ruin your career. "
"We have to settle the things first and I know you're gonna hear this soon. Me and Yuchun will be enlisting in the army
next month .This is the last notice for us so we have oblige to it."
"Oh, I'm aware of that being in your country.It's your duty and obligation to protect your country."
I said.

"I think we have to see each other before I go."
"We'll see... just take care of yourself and don't be a sissy of crying in front of your fans,you made me guilty don't you know that!"I scold him.

His laugher is ringing on my ears and it connected to my chest. I know in that way we could ease the longing that we felt for each other.
We talked some random things about their tour and they gonna have a last stop at Beijing,
China for the next 4 days after that they will have a press conference for this upcoming changes in their activities. Junsu will left behind for a year and he will also follow after them.
It was hard for us calling and sending messages to each other and sometimes it takes me a long day for him to reply. I know that he doubled his time to finish their schedule before they enlist.
For me, we were doing a lot of works to do in school and my time for Marie,at night I spent it by writing lyrics to be submitted to the CJeS thru email.
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