THE STORY OF US

Reconciliations

Jaejoong POV

We entered the room,I pushed her on the bed "Now start taking and explain why did you have to do that! God, Jeanne I have despised you for leaving me and broke up with me without even knowing my response.I missed the existence of my own son because you deprived my right being a good father!"I outburst my emotion and I have no strength to control my tears. I can't find the right words to describe my feelings when I have learned from  Irene that Jeanne was not in the same school with her.I was just wondering at first but my instinct pushed me to find out how was she doing.At first,Irene awkwardly deny to talk to me on the Skype but later on maybe her being a  fan can't keep a secret from her bias. As I have learned about it, I decided to make secret vacation. So that the  media will not be alarmed .

   Irene helped me to travel silently within one day,I am so exhausted on how to deal with Jeanne.

In one year of adjusting myself since I've been out from the army , Yuchun and I was busy with movies , dramas,

and concerts.I didn't bother to involved with women.I know to myself that I still  haven't moved on from my broken heart.

I stopped my wondering thoughts when my opponent's hands on my shoulders.

   "Why are you here Jae? We were  thru.It's the best thing to do.I don't want you to be burdened by what  had happened between us. "

   "What about me, did you asked me what was my decision for myself? Did you  know how my life inside the army when you broke up with me?"

  "Jaejoong ,don't  make this hard to  all of us. What will happen if the media will  discover about this, JJ will suffer from it."She's crying too.

  " I will not let them hurt my son,Jeanne I love my son and I still love you that I can't find the right way to show it. You are the one who's making it complicated because for me , It so simple just come back to me and let's get married."

She was stunned of what I said.

  "Yes Jeanne, I am asking you to be my wife.We'll have our own family together."

  "Jaejoong you know  that this is not a nice idea.I am a  widow.What will be the reactions of your fans if they know...."

   I cut her talking , when I  crushed her lips with mine."Tell me ...you don't want me in your life. ..tell me  you're not  missing me?" murmuring as  I taunting her  with my lips licking her earlobes to her nape. God, she's so hot, I have to stop this before we could create a public outrage that I know it will made Jeanne more awkward.

      I looked at her swollen lips from my touch as her eyes turned into crystal brown.

  "Let's stop now before it too late.I don't want my wife to be in a gossip of the local community. "

She blushed  beautifully that I have to brazen myself not to get near to her.

  "I.....I think I will inform my mom and the children of your appearance. "

   "I just  talked to her before they informed you. "

"So I am  the only one who didn't know you're coming today?Did you seen my son then?" she frawed.

  It's you and my son I didn't see."

  There's a soft nock on the door and with squealing "Mommy...let me in...mommy...

mommy...."I was stiffened as I opened the door.. ..my reflexion when I was a little boy is staring back ay me. I think I am going to collapse at that time. Then Jeanne  run and carried him in on the bed as she squeezed my shoulder.I returned back from my reverie .

  JJ,this is your father....Try....to say it baby....Daddy...Daddy... come...."

"Daddy....Daddy..."

and  he mumbled.My heart stop beating.My eyes were swimming with tears and finally rolled down my face.

Jeanne hand over my son to me.At first he waived my hands but maybe it's for kinship he went to me...wailing.

"Mommy. ...mommy. .."

pointing out his hands to his mom.

  Jeanne patted him and kissed his checks,

"Stay with your Dad...

baby...he misses you."

That were the first time I  realized that we we've  been watching by everyone in the doorway.Then I  recognized Jeanne's mother and Marie tagging her Grandmother's hand.

Jeanne sense her daughter'sbelongingness,she hugged her and brought her to my side.

"Are we included to the group?"She eyed me consciously of what might be my reaction.

  "Of course, we will be one family.You,Marie,me and our JJ. How would that be?"I kissed her and hug down Marie and my son feeling so happy for what had turned out of my visit to the  Philippines. All the witnesses squealing and applauded of what a happy reconciliations.

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