THE STORY OF US

Being Drunk

Jaejoong POV

Yuchun,was still disturbed of the reaction of Jeanne that even me did not realized that there was a great impact for her.When Yuchun whispered to me that Junsu will get mad if he saw that Yuchun make a sweet for nothings towards her.And I laughed for that idea because the only chance of Junsu to call up her attention was to have self pity.I didn't mean to insult her.As we have seen flirting with Ji Chang Wook which is so annoying on my part also to Yuchun.

It was 9: 28 pm.The staff ordered Pizza for dinner before we stop the shooting. Tomorrow was our last shooting day.I went home to freshen up and decided to go and talked to her.It. bothered me when I have witness her crying in the van. I wear a bonnet to cover my face.A white t-shirt and a faded jeans. I left my

car at home so that it's not obvious to Jeanne's neighbors. I knoked her door but no one answered...I knoked again ....she opened it.

"Why....are you here? I have no time to talk.... I hate you..."she's tipsy.

"Did you drunk?" I asked but she swayed herself in a seat and stumbled down.I catched her then settled herself in one a couch.I get a small basin to wipe her face.But when I get back I was socked to what I saw.She was undressing herself.I went to her bedroom to get a blanket to cover her before it awaken my nervous system.She only have two piece left for body covering.

"Jeanne,why did you do this?"

This was the effect of that incident earlier

I washed her face.Then I carried her to her bed to settle down.I could hear her nurmuring something but an audidible one.I covered her with a blanket. I couldn't leave her in this state. So I stretched on the couch and drifted into sleep.
JeannePOV

I was sore all over me....my stomach are crunching.....oh I got myself drunk because of imbarrasment. I run at the toilet to throw up. I groan for feeling sick.

Somebody's patting my back to ease my pain in my stomach. When I turned to look who it was...

"Jaejoong...?" and I throw up again.He gave me a warm water and I drink it.I slump on the floor but he carried me back on my bed. I can't help but cry.The reason of my destress.

"Jeanne,sorry if we gave you a hard time. We didn't mean it and you misunderstood it."She didn't said a word. I sit on the side of the bed and covered her. When she ubruptly sit on her bed,"Oh my...God....oh my God...what did I done?"Still eyes swollen but her hasel brown iris sparkled as she looked directly to me.

"What?"I asked her too.

"Who undress...me? How long have you here? Did we...."she covered her face and pull her blanket to cover herself.

"One at a time, I am here since past 9pm and it is passed 2:00 am now. You undressed yourself"

,she groaned "and no... we haven't done something if thats what you're worrying." I asured her.

And she murmured her thanks.

"Give me 10 minutes I want to bath myself because I can't be better if the liqueur is still in my viens I hope you don't mind? Or maybe you should go. I don't want you to see me at this state."

"No,I'll wait for you to freshen up, I'll be outside.We need to talk,"and I went out of the bedroom.

Author's POV
Jeanne changed into a white shorts and a v-neck blue t-shirt.Sleep was not in her mind after she took a bath. It's colder than she expected but it's more that she liked to ease the burning effect of sujo in her viens.She was so upset that she drop by at convenient store to buy three bottles and some snacks. She knew that these will be the after effect so she'd prepared for it.She will do it inside her appartment. She didn't expected that Jaejoong would see me in this situation.

"I hate them for making me stupid in front of other people."

She went outside her bedroom just to see him stretching on her couch looks like he'd fallen asleep.

Jeanne's POV
I will not wake him up.Maybe he was so tired and he needed to get some rest. They will be finishing their mv today.

I was about to stand and leave him alone when he shifted into sitting position.

"Are you thru? Okay,let's talk..."he suggested.

It was awkward at first but he opened up the the topic. I'm quiet imbarrassed and I apologized for my action. So I opened to him why I was furious of that kind of reaction from men.It was months to a year after my husband passed away.Some males looked at me as I am thirsty and hungry of what does a couple do. And for that on,I hated and felt conscious to go out with males.

I know that I have exagerate things without any explination. I sense he was smiling at me. I shruged my shoulders and looked at him."But that doesn't mean that I had forgiven you,because of that I felt cheap to

Mr.Chang wook!"I burst out.Which he laughed that make my heart beats fast.

"Why, if you can really read our minds as men then maybe you also could understand why we we're so furious when you were serving and gave your sweet smiles to him? He looked like a very lucky guy on the set."He put it into detailed.

"I will not go there anymore." I feel ashamed of myself.

He lied down the couch again,"Give me 2 hours to get some sleep before I'd be back to our shooting."

"So why don't you go home to have a proper sleep?"

"Would you like me to go?" He lasily asked.

I frowned,"Of course you need rest," I was interrupt when he pushed me down the floor. Without waiting for me to react, he crushed me with his lips. He was demanding at first when I tried to resist but as I responded to his pursuading tongue,I moaned with pleasure. He continued to explore my taste until I felt the unhooking of my brassier. I can feel his hand on my nipple.At first I tried to push him as whimpering but silenced me with his lips then murmured something that I barely understand.I found my voice,"Jae...let's stop this before it's too late...please....",beg.ï

He frozed for a while..."I'm sorry.... I can't help myself everytime I'm alone with you",he voiced out frustratingly."But I'm not sorry for what had happened.I feel that you feel the same thing as I do,Jeanne. I know that it's too early for us to decide. I leave you now,but let's talk again okay?"

I nod silently... he kissed me on my forehead before he dissapeared in the darkness outside. I locked the door and slumped on the coach.

Did I done the right thing... does it mean that we have the same feeling....? What feelings.... what if I'm falling in love with him.... does he feel the same way too? Ohhhh....

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I felt awkward when it comes to bed scene.I'll try some time to be more accurate.

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