THE STORY OF US

Love Triangle

Jeanne POV
   I opened the gate of Jaejoong's house.

   I'm so ashamed of what had happed to us last night. I'll try to be normal and impassive in front of him so that he will forget about it.I will doubled my guard when it comes to Kim Jaejoong.He's too dangerous.

   I entered to his study but no sign of him.It's already 8 in the morning  he should be here.I pressed the intercom..."Jeajoong-shi...we are going to start now."

"Five minutes..."he responded.so I relaxed for a while.

  When he gets inside the room I felt that is so crowded for both of us but I'd tried to be stern.He also feels the awkwardness but he was more controlled than I am.

I cursed myself...to be strong.I breathe deeply ..."Okay...let's start...."I am aware of his forminable scrutiny but I stay unaffected. He was listening for a while but in the end he seems frustrated, he crushed the paper that we were using.He grunted some words in their own language that I could not understand. He was looking at me icelly.

   "What do you want?"he translated in English even he was hard to pronouced it.

   "Nothing, just forget what had happened. And I promissed you it will not going to happen again!" I answered. He didn't said anything just combing his hair with his hand as a sign of being so stress.

"Maybe I'll be back some other time. Just calls me when you need my cleaning.I'll be in my apartment."I left him without waiting for the answer.

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    I kept on imagining his look.I felt the density on my stomach every time I reminisce what happened that night. It cannot be erased the traces of his lips on mine.I think I'm going crazy." Nooooo.....!"

Jaejoong'sPOV

  On the 23rd of April is our schedule to Japan,we're going to have 3 nights concert at Tokyo and we'll be back on the 27th then on the 3rd day of May we'll be on Thailand.We have a hectic schedules because of these third album we have. We were rehearsing every day for  three remaining days before our flight.Our tutorial have been re scheduled also everyday and it has given us  together in one session but three hours.Jeanne and

I were  distant to each other but it doesn't mean that I'm not irritated  when Junsu and Yuchun  firting her openly in my own eyes.

    They will get distracted if they sense my annoyance.I could see the frankness of Yuchun  in making a move for her.She felt annoyed of it but she be so kind-hearted not to hurt the feelings of Yuchun.

  It was our break when I was about to go to an open area when I have seen Junsu and Jeanne  was about to kiss.

     I can feel my blood rushing to my viens and I was about go there and confront them when Yuchun come out abruptly.I stand still.I rushed into them when Yuchun was about to throw a punch to Junsu and Jeanne was in between them.

"Will you,stop this!

Please,I'm only your part-time tutor,don't let me ruin your friendship.I'm only passing by. Don't let you're feelings rule over your mind.I can't forgive myself if you three will fight because of me...You talk..."She looked at me."I'll leave you and please settle this." I caught a glimpse of tears that was about to flow but she blinked it off.

She bowed her head and left us behind.

It was suffocating silence between me and my friends.

   This was the first time that  we attracted to one woman only.I hate to feel she got us on hooked of what she had said.I admired her so much for her courageous statement a while ago. Why she's so sensitive  and caring? My thoughts was diminished by Junsu's retort,  "I think,I fall for her...."I sensed the frozen looks of Yuchun as he clamped his fist just to control the rage was in there inside of him.As for me,I unbrace myself to lighten up the atmosphere between us."Maybe we need to have a cool night out.In my place?"I suggest.And they both agreed.

After a couple of hours.We just opened up each other's feelings towards Jeanne...

"Hyung,I was already fall for here the first time I met her that day in the downtown.Since then I can't stop myself thinking of her.It's a long time thay I feel this kind of feeling.I know it's too early but I coudn't help myself!"Junsu revealeld himself with a cracking voice.

  I only listened to him silently even there's a lump on my chest that anytime will explode. I swallowed a large amount of soju that burned to my throat that I choked.

  " Jaejoong Hyung ,are you okay?"

Yuchun patted my back to ease my coughing.

   "It's okay."I answered. "Maybe Jeanne was right we were just amased by her and it doesn't mean that we should misinterpret it into attractions or falling inlove.Let's control ourselves when it comes to her.Don't let anyone ruin our friendship right.As she said,she is only a passer-by."

   "I'm sorry,I got carried away of my emotion Junsu-shi," Yuchun apologized.

   "Let's drink to that."I encouraged them with a toast . But as I drained my glass,Yuchun comments choked me again...

   "Hyung,good for you ,you're not enchanted by Jeanne's perdonality deh?"

   "Aishhh..."I throw a cushion to him and he snathed it and throwback to me...and Junsu joined in. The night was ended with a light and unambiguous state of mind to my friends. For me....?

Never mind that now,I myself was in a limbo.