The Fight Against Myself

A new Ally

Obi wan's pov

I was pacing the small hallway, my former apprentice smirking at the sight. I look up slightly to see him roll his eyes and look at the floor.

"What?!" I ask simply.

"I've never seen you so nervous" he said as I chuckled.

"I was more nervous when the council assigned you to me. Never mind the thought that you would be the end of me." He rolled his eyes at my comment.

I heard the elevator door slide open and turned in hope. Only to see the young orange skinned friend of mine.

"Ashoka, pleasure to see you." I said breathing heavily.

"As always, Master Kenobi, but your new apprentice is waiting upstairs. The council sent me to deliver the message." She said bowing in respect.

"Of course and, Ashoka, thank you for training her. It means a lot." She smiled respectfully and stood next to her master.

I was shaking in excitement. The last time I saw my apprentice was when I found her using the force as a new born child to keep danger a safe distance away. It was a sight I'd never forget, yet she doesn't like to talk about why she was out there or how she got there. I'll get her to talk one day and if not me Ashoka might.

I felt terrible not being able to train her, but Anakin and I had a very serious matter to attend to. I only had time to drop her off with Ashoka and Senator Amidala. I was so nervous my mind was shaking and I was constantly shifting my weight from one leg to the other. Anakin kept looking over as if I was having a heart attack.

"Master, do you want to sit down." He said smiling slightly.

"You obviously don't understand...." Before I could finish the door had slide open and I rushed inside the tiny elevator.

"Master. You must be patient." Anakin said shaking his finger at me like I had done to him multiple times when he was my apprentice.

"Oh, Master Skywalker, if only you understand. It's a privilege to teach the new generation of the Jedi Order."

"Yeah you told me, twice." He said holding up two fingers.

I rolled my eyes and the door opened. I walked out calmly not to disturb the training class in the other room. My padawan was waiting in the room watching the class, but since Ashoka had given her a private class she couldn't join.

"I'll go get her Master." Ashoka said and left into the room.

Now I was about to faint. The blood had rushed out of my face, I was cold, my heart was beating as if it was going to come out my chest, and I was grasping Anakin's shoulder in support. He shook me off after the door had opened. Ashoka came out and standing next to her was a 14 year old purple/pink skin, violet eyes, dark purple/red/brown hair, and a dark brown with small hints of light brown Jedi robe. She smiled shyly and walked over after Ashoka winked. She stood there, her hands folded in front of her, and looked at the ground.

"Master..." She said her voiced filled with curiosity and fear.

"Hmm..." I looked at her.

"Might I go get some food with Ashoka. Then she said she was going to take me to the library." I was shocked at the question.

"Sanex, you don't have to ask. Go have fun, but remember our first lesson is tomorrow." I said as she bowed and ran off.

Her and Ashoka were talking and laughing. I smiled as I watched them having fun. They walked away towards the mess hall and when Sanex turned around to wave I couldn't help but chuckle.

'Is this what it would've been like to have a daughter of my own.' I thought to myself.

I shook the thought out quickly when a tear fell softly down my cheek. I shook it away, Jedi weren't allowed to marry, never mind have children. Except Ki-Adi-Mundi, his kind is going extinct and he is allowed. I turned slightly to see Anakin looking at me like I was going insane.

"Master, you know that's forbidden. The council won't allow it and you know that."mi did know that.

I would be kicked out of the Jedi order. Yet look who's talking. Anakin might as well married Padmé, their perfect and act as if they're a couple... but I know their just friends. I rolled my eyes and wandered off to speak to the council while Anakin chuckled behind me.