I'm not brave
Anything but brave
I'm weak
I'm nothing
Would anybody care if I just let go
Wouldn't it be easier
On me
On them
I'm weight
Keeping them from there greatness
I keeping falling deeper
Into this black hole
It takes over my mind
My body
It takes over me
It gives me a voice that tells me I'm nothing
Nothing
Tells me to jump
Jump its easier
It gave me the scars on my body
It took over
Jump
What will happen if I do
Nothing
Yes things will happen
The people I love
They'll think its their fault
And about the Earth
The Universe
What about it
There be a part
That wasn't meant to go missing
It will affect other people
And I'm sick of
Of what
Of you
Your voice
I'm sick of spending my nights crying
Blood running down my legs
I'm SICK of you RUNNING my LIFE
There was nothing
Silence
Sweet, Sweet silence
It was weird
But a good weird
I was at peace
After all this long
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Hey! Thank you for reading. And to those of you who feel think nothing, you aren't. People care, even if you don't think so. Trust me I know, but you want to know what I got better. I realized that what i was doing could hurt the people that I cared about and who cared about me. I guess what I'm saying is... HAVE HOPE. Life is like the ocean some parts are terrible, horrible, but others are so peaceful and great. Don't give up hope, things get better.
xoxoxo
TheGirlWithGrayEyes
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The Fire in My Soul
PoetryThese are poems that you may or may not like. Some of them are about how I feel, others are things that have happened to me.
