Why is it, that push everyone I care about away?
Some fight to stay but others listen to my words.
They leave with hardly a fuss.
Why is it, that I back done and run away from my problems?
I can't face them head on.
I can't stay and at least try and right my way through him.
Why is it, that I run away from my emotions?
Sometimes I push them away quickly, others the take awhile to push away.
Why is it, that no matter how hard I try to stop being this way, a person who is afraid of their feeling,I can't stop?
The worst part is that I miss everyone I pushed away even if I thought it wouldn't hurt, it did.
And sometimes when I remember the great times together I miss you.
Xoxo
TheGirlWithGrayEyes
I just wanted to say sorry to all those people that I have pushed away because I was afraid of my feelings or to express my emotions. I hate myself because I know that I hurt you and that in the end I hurt me too. I just wanted to stay that there are still times I miss you and wish we still talked. I'm sorry that I am such a terrible person, I wish I could change what happened but I just can't.
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The Fire in My Soul
PoetryThese are poems that you may or may not like. Some of them are about how I feel, others are things that have happened to me.
