Burned at Both Ends // Sequel

N I N E T E E N

I woke up cuddled up against Ricky. I pull away from him and sigh, looking at his sleeping figure.

Do I still love him? Yes. No doubt in my mind, I wanna hug him, kiss him... Fuck him. But honestly I terrified of him hurting me again.

My thoughts get interrupted by my phone going on.

"Hello?" I groan.

"Cheyenne! You're not dead!" Ryan's voice cheered.

"Why would you think I'm dead?" I laugh.

"I thought you and Ricky would've fought,"

"And you thought I would've lost? You twat!" I gasp.

"No no no, I know you could take him any day," Ryan said.

"Haha thanks,"

"Anyway, have you guys made up yet?"

"Yes Ryan we have it's safe to come back into the house," I say smiling.

"Good, we would've had to of kicked you guys out of the house if it kept up," Ryan chuckled.

"You wouldn't do that to me! You guys love me too much," I exclaim.

"I suppose.. But we'd have to lock you away until you missed good ole Rick dick," Ryan says, I could see his smirk.

I giggled and sighed.

"Tell the guys thanks for doing this, if you guys hadn't, Ricky and I wouldn't be cool, and we'd still be at each other's throats," I say sincerely.

"Will do,"

"Anyway I should go, when are you guys gonna be back? I'm dying to get out of the house," I say.

"We should be back by lunch,"

"Ok, bye,"

I hung up and went to my room to change.

I wore a black tank top, red flannel, red ripped skinny jeans, and my red vans. I put my piercings in and do my hair.

I go downstairs to find Ricky still asleep.

I check the time. 11:48.

I shake him and he doesn't wake up.

I sigh and remember that even stabbing his side with my finger doesn't wake him up.

I get on his lap and rut my hips on his, Ricky starts to wake up a bit.

I continue this and move my face closer to his.

His eyes open and I freeze, I don't know why I froze.

Ricky looks into my eyes, to my lips and back to my eyes.

At this point I couldn't do anything, I'm frozen.

Ricky starts leaning in and his lips attach to mine. I don't kiss back.

I pull back and get off him.

"What the fuck?!" I squeak.

"I-I, you were doing that and, and, I thought you wanted me to do that!" Ricky defends.

"I um I'm sorry I was uh trying to wake you.." I stammer.

Before he could say anything else I fast walk back to my room.

I let out a cry. I wanted to kiss him back, but I didn't want him to get the wrong idea.

He had me under a spell, I couldn't do anything I couldn't move away when he locked eyes with me.