Love Will Remember

Chapter 8:

We just lay there in bed. Together. Everything feels right. Yet, I'm really depressed, as I lie there. I feel all the bad memories coming back. Everything I've ever loved, is everything I lost. I think I should just shower, then maybe my bad memories will slip away.

"I'm going to shower, Harry." I say.

"Okay babe, I'll be here waiting." He utters.

I set down my phone on the nightstand on my side of the bed. I run into the bathroom and close the door. I remove my make up and slip off all of my clothes. I turn on the water to warm. I step in and just stand in the hot water. I try not to think about my bad times. I try to ignore it, to just push it away.

HARRY'S POV:

Selena's my angel. She's everything I can want in a girl. She's cute, funny, and she makes me really happy. I love her so much. I just lie in bed and remember how me and Selena met. All the sudden a phone beeps. It's Selena's phone. Should I check it? I don't know what to do. I don't want her finding out. I slowly move to her side of the bed. I turn back on her phone and see who sent her the message. Some guy named Justin. Who is this guy. Should I be worried. The text message says: "Hey baby (;" WHO IS THIS GUY! I'm not going to mention this to Selena right now because she's in an emotion state right now and I don't want to bring this up. I'll have to talk to her later. I hear the water turn off, oh no Selena should be ready to come out. I immediately put her phone back to where it was.

*End of Harry's POV*

*Selena walks out the bathroom*

"Hey babe, have a nice shower?" He asked.

"Um.. Yeah..." I say looking away.

I lay back down with him while he starts stroking my hair.

"You know you can stay here with me, you can live here with me." He says.

"Thank you Harry, I have no other place to live, I appreciate you for doing all this for me." I reply while kissing his cheek.

"You can talk to me about anything, just to let you know." He blubbered.

"I know Harry... I know..." I mumbled.

"You look like something is bothering you... What is it?" He asked.

I pause.

"It's Nothing Harry..." I slightly say while not making contact with him.

"Okay, just talk to me whenever you feel like you need to talk." He groaned.

"I will." I grieved.

*Hours pass, 8pm*

I turn on my phone to see what time it is. 8pm and I'm feeling really tired. It's probably all the depression that is making me so tired. Harry finally got out of the shower and all he is wearing is his boxers. He comes to lie next to me and hugs me tight.

"Harry I think I might have to go to sleep right now, I'm just tired." I say.

"Okay, goodnight honey." He said.

*A couple of weeks later (Thursday)*

I can see the sun rise and hear the birds chirp. I don't feel in good shape to go back to school yet. I'm still broken. Its been weeks since i haven't gone to school, but I'm not worried at all, I couldn't care less about school in the conditions I'm in right now. I can feel Harry's arms wrap tighter around me as I try to move.

"Are you okay baby?" He asks.

"Yeah Harry, I don't think I can go back to school yet, I don't think I'm ready." I say.

"That's okay, I won't go either, I'd love to stay here with you and comfort you." He accepted.

Harry finally removes his arms off of me and slowly backs away.

"I'm going to shower." I yell while walking closer to the bathroom. I start removing my clothes and step in the warm water.

HARRY'S POV:

I hear Selena's phone beep again. If it is that Justin guy again I'm going to get so mad. I look at the phone and it was Justin! WHAT DID I SAY IT'S THAT IDIOT AGAIN! I need to talk to Selena when she gets out of the shower. I hear her finally turn the water off. I'm so pissed. What does this guy want from her. She's mine, not anyone else's. I see Selena come out of the bathroom. I still have her phone in my hand with an upsetting look on my face.

*End of Harry's POV*

"WHO IS THIS "JUSTIN" GUY YOU TEXT!" He says with anger.

"What! Harry what are you doing with my phone!" I yell back.

"Who is this guy Selena!" He says with this voice getting deeper.

"It's on of my Ex's HARRY I DONT EVEN REPLY TO HIM! HE DOESN'T STOP TEXTING ME, WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO!" I blurted out.

"IM GOING TO SHOW YOU IM BETTER THAN HIM RIGHT NOW!" He screams.

"What, what do you mean." I say with confusion.

Harry grabs hold me as throws me on the bed.

"HARRY WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" I yell out loud.

He gets on top of me.

"HARRY GET OFF ME, STOP PLEASE!!" I scream frightenly.

He starts undressing me. He looks really angry I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I try to get Harry off of me but he's too strong to fight off right now. He removes my pants and rips off my shirt. He then unbuckles my bra and removes my panties.

"HARRY PLEASE STOP WHAT ARE YOU DOING, DON'T DO THIS TO ME!"I yell while trying to pull him off of me.

He then enters inside me while he moans heavily.

"HARRY STOP STOP STOP!" I raged.

"AM I DOING BETTER THAN JUSTIN EVER DID!" He miffed.

"WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TALKING ABOUT!" I yell at his face.

He starts kissing me hard from my neck to my lips. I try not to feel anything I try to close my eyes and go to better place and all this is bringing bad memories back. I close my eyes tighter and tighter trying to ignore what is happening but I can't. His hand then move down thigh and kisses me passionately. His fingers entered me pumping in and out.

"HARRY!" I yell.

I look into his eyes and all I see are my horrible and scary throwbacks. He looks lost, like he doesn't even know what he's doing. Harry immediately stops after my screams.

"Harry, you're scaring me, what have you turned into." I say. "This is not like you get off me."

I finally get hold of Him and push him off of me. All I can do is cry right now. I stand up, And put my bra and panties back on. I start sobbing.

"YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED HARRY! WAS THIS YOUR WHOLE PLAN? TO MAKE MY LIFE MORE MISERABLE, YOU THOUGHT MAYBE YOU TRICK ME INTO HAVING SEX WITH YOU. YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN BE NICE TO ME AND MAKE ME FORGET ALL MY BAD MEMORIES AND MAKE ME FORGET THEM, WELL YOU DIDN'T. YOU KNOW WHAT SUCKS ABOUT FALLING FOR A GUY YOU DONT THINK IS RIGHT FOR YOU? YOU FALL ANYWAY BECAUSE YOU THINK HE MIGHT TURN OUT TO BE DIFFERENT. I yell while crying. "Congratulations Harry, you got what you wanted. I'm just a girl you think you can play around with and break my heart later. YOU DONT KNOW ME AT ALL HARRY!" I scream while still crying.

I drop on the floor, and sob even harder.

Harry looks at me with such guilt.

"Selena... I...I" he stutters.

"Nobody knows the real me, Nobody knows how many times I've cried in my room when no one was watching. Nobody knows how much I've lost hope, how many times I've been let down. Nobody knows how many times I just wanted to snap, but I just don't for the sake of others. Nobody knows what thoughts go through my head when I'm sad, how horrible they truly are. Nobody. Knows. Me." I profess.

"What if tomorrow I disappeared."