Love Will Remember

Chapter 11:

Harry walks into the room and has puzzled look on his face. "Why aren't you hungry, why are you not happy?"

I sit down silenced. Harry sits next to me on the bed and grabs hold of my hand. "I hate to see you sad, what's the reason for that?"

I reply, "So many things..." "A thousand words, but you've never heard them."

"Talk to me. You need someone to talk to about this. I'm here for you. You can tell me anything." He says putting me in a gaze in his eyes.

"The reason I moved to a different school was because I just didn't fit in, I was so different from everyone else. I didn't belong there. People could be so cruel. I was being bullied every corner of the school. I was called so many things such as slut, whore, worthless, ugly, bitch, and so much more words that would make me cry. Everyone thought I was a joke. I didn't have any friends. I was pushed around. Then I met Justin. I thought he actually loved me for myself. I thought what we had was real. I was such an idiot to believe those things. Then I though, why would anyone like him like me. we dated for about 5 weeks but he always told me never to tell anyone we dated. I never knew why. We would always hang out outside of school. He would tell me he loved me and buy me flowers. Then when time passed I was starting to have real feelings for him. Until one day he wanted me to go to his house. Of course I said yes. I thought we were just going to hang out and stuff. But I guess he was expecting more. I wasn't prepared for what he asked for. So he forcefully pushed me on the bed and forced me to have sex with him. I was scared at that time and didn't know what to do."

My voice starts cracking and my eyes get red and watery.

"I...I...did do it. He said it wouldn't kill anyone if we did. After that night I couldn't think straight. I ran to my house and as I got there I ran into my room and shut the door. All I could do was cry and forget it."

"What...what did you do after that?" Harry asks worryingly.

"Well, I went to school, and it went around school. People looked at me worse than before. I got beat up by many girls. I got bullied even worse. Even the teachers didn't look at me the same anymore. Everyone knew what me and Justin did because he told everybody. He later told me he only dated me because I looked stupid enough to do it with him. He said that's all he wanted from me then he called me a piece of trash. I was called a whore no matter where I went. I was voted to be the school whore. So I asked my mom to switch school and she agreed. And that's when I came to this school, to change my reputation. To be a different person..."

Harry looked shocked. He had no words.

"Wow. I didn't kno-"

"It's hard to stay strong when you have so many thoughts in your mind" I interrupted. "My thoughts will destroy me."

Harry gets closer to me and hugs me tightly.

"If a man isn't proud to say 'She's mine" ... He's not really yours." Harry whispers. "They don't know how special you are."

*Night time (9pm)*

"I just want to sleep." I groan.

"Okay, me too, sleep well darling." He replies softly.

He cuddles with me and holds my hand.

*The next morning (10am)*

We both wake up still holding hands.

"Have a nice sleep?" Harry asks.

"Yeah, it was well." I reply.

"Lets go somewhere today. We need to do something together today." Harry says with excitement.

I groan. "Fine."

We both get up from the bed and get ready.

*1 Hour later*

We're both ready so we both walk out the door and into his car. "Lets go to the mall and just hang out there." He insists.

"That's fine, sounds great."

*The car pulls over in the parking lot in the shopping center*

We both get out of the car and just start walking around the mall. It's quite nice to have some time out with Harry. As we're both walking around holding hands, I see him staring at this girl. He quickly releases my hand and runs towards her. I just stood there. What was Harry doing? He then starts talking to her. I just stare at them and find a place to sit close enough to see them. Who is she? Harry hugs her and grabs her arms. I'm getting jealous. I quickly get out of my seat and walk towards Harry and her.

"Um hi..." I said confused. "Are you going to introduce me Harry?..."

"Erm.. Yeah, this is Selena. Selena this is Vanessa... We were good friends. We sorta dated for while but that was LONG time ago."

She doesn't bother looking at me and starts looking to Harry's eyes.

"I see you moved on..." Vanessa says while rolling her eyes.

She starts stroking Harry's arm. She smiles at him trying to make me mad.

She looks at me and says "Harry and I had so much fun. I won't forget those memories."

"We did have fun times." Harry laughs

She grabs his hand and gets closer to him. Yet Harry isn't doing anything to resist her. He just went along with it.

I run away crying. I ran to the front of the mall and say down on a bench. I look down as I see tears falling down. I feel worthless.