Love Will Remember

Chapter 9:

Harry still sitting on the bed surprised.

"Forget you, I'm leaving." I cried out.

Yet, Harry still not moving. I put my clothes back on and run out the door. I don't know where to go but I'll just walk around the whole day. So I just start walking along the path to the park. I find a park bench and sit, with my head down low.

Harry's POV:

Oh no. What have I done. She left. The love of my life just walked out on me. I do love her with all my heart. She's my everything, she just doesn't know it yet. I miss her. I was so stupid doing that to her. I get carried away so much. No wonder why my ex girlfriends always left me. I never felt the way I do with Selena. She's different. She's not like other girls. I'm just a protector. I don't want anything to happen to her. I need to go find her now! I throw my clothes back on and grab my keys from my nightstand. I run out the door and run to the car. I slam the door behind me, while inserting the keys, in it's outlet. I drive around the block to try and see if I can find Selena walking. No where to be seen. I stop the car at the parking lot in the park to see if maybe she's there. I get off the car and start walking around. I can see a girl sitting down at the bench. It's Selena! I walk super fast to where she's at. I sit down with her.

*End of Harry's POV*

"Selena." I whisper "I'm super duper sorry for what I did. I'm such an idiot. You're not worthless, I love you so much. I guess I just got really upset that I didn't know what I was doing, please forgive me."

"I don't know Harry." I yammered. "You really broke my heart, is that all you wanted from me though. You practically raped me. You forced me into having sex with you. You need a lot more than 'I'm sorry' to make it up to me."

*long pause*

"No, that is not what I wanted from you. I told you, I got so mad that I needed to do something about it. I have anger issues sometimes, please understand." He apologizes.

"You said you were never going to hurt me. You don't know me Harry." I reply.

"I'm sorry, can you please come back to my house and we can talk it over, it will never happen again, just please forgive me." He says.

I think it over so hard. He really hurt me. This is just another bad memory to look back at. I don't even know where else to go, he's all I got. He apologized right. I can see in his eyes that he is being sincere. I will give him one more chance.

"Fine, but I'm giving you one more chance." I accepted.

"Thank you so much Selena. I promise it won't happen again I promise I will change." He jabbered.

We both walk to the car and get inside. He starts the car and drives back to his house. We don't even talk the whole ride. It's just a complete silence.

We arrive at the house moments later and we both walk in. Should I even give him another chance after what he had did to me. I guess I'll have to find out.

"Home sweet home." He whispers.

*a couple hours later, 10pm*

I'm really exhausted from today. I'm going to just knock out. I lay down on the bed with Harry. He tries to keep distance with me in the bed. He's improving a little.

"Good night love." He whispers to me.

"Goodnight." I quickly reply back.

*The next morning*

My stomach hurts so bad right now. I'm not even hungry, I lost my appetite. I wake up feeling super super depressed. I'm not feeling good right now. I'm going to shower, and get ready for the day. I turn to look at Harry and he is still asleep. I try to get up from the bed without making a noise so that Harry won't notice. I walk to the bathroom and strip my clothes off. I turn on the shower nozzle to hot. I step in and find myself feeling so warm. I as I'm cleaning myself I see a razor. I'm thinking so many thoughts right now. I'm feeling confused. I grab the razor and slice a vein open. I'm feeling better. This cut is for my mom dying. I look at the blood at see it drip one by one. I attempt to do it again. Another vein opened. This one is for what Justin did to me. I can feel the pain but I try not to feel it. I can feel my self feeling more better. This last one is for all my emotional past that has scared me for life. I close my eyes while cutting the last vein on my wrist. I'm feeling unconscious. All I can feel is my self fainting.

"SELENA! SELENA! OPEN THE DOOR!" I hear but not clearly.

I can hear someone banging on the door but I'm feeling too weak.

"OPEN THE DOOR!" I hear a mans voice scream.

*The door breaks down*

I can feel someone shaking me. I'm feeling more conscious than before. I open my eyes and see Harry with such a worried look on his face. I'm lying there naked in the shower.

"I'm so glad you're awake Selena!" Harry wailed.

He puts a robe on me and puts me on his bed. I feel better now but sorta tired. Harry pulls up my sleeve.

"What is this Selena! What did you do? Why? Selena, why?" He trembled.

"I don't know what else to do Harry, this is the only way to feel better." I professed.

"Baby, no don't do this anymore I love you too much to lose you." He says while kissing my wrist.