Inevitable (Sequel to My College Story)

chapter 18: Fear

I woke up throwing up. I've been very sick, hungry,and emotional. I've been out in the pool because thats the only way my stomach can settle down, Bruno had gone to talk with Dr.Jenn today, and Bam was just sitting by the pool with Michael.

"Bella, do you want some fruit?", Tiffany asked
"Yes, please"

I get out of the pool, dried off, put a shirt and a pair of shorts on, and went into the kitchen.

Brittany walks in and sits neside me"So,are you okay i heard you throwing up this morning", she says
"Yea, I think I'm alright", I say as Tiffany hands me a bowl of fruit
"Oh, the last time i was sick like you i was pregnant"

I began to cough. Then i began to think long and hard, i counted back once...twice...three times,and i just froze.

"Bella?", Tiffany says worriedly
"Impossible", I breath and I went to my room."No cameras"

The camera crew leave and I go to the bathroom in my room and look at myself in the full length. I lift my shirt up and touched my now bulging stomach.

It was bigger than it was a few weeks ago.

I hear the door open and close and I look at the door through the mirror. Bruno walks in and stares at me then looks at where my hands were and he just froze.

"It's impossible", I say to myself

I look at him.

"Can this happen?Like can the IUD fall out?" I asked

He didn't say anything.

I look at my belly and then I felt a movement.

"Whoa", i gasped

Slumped to the floor and I just sat there.

He sighed and sat down beside me and we just sat there in silent.

"So,what do we do?", I asked

"What the hell ... we're going to keep it", he said

I laid my head on his shoulder. But then something came to mind and i just started crying hysterically.

"What's wrong?" He asks
"Bam...he told me he didn't use a condom...You and I had sex the day came home from Mexico...what if it's his?" i ask

He sighs.

"We'll be fine"
"But...will you be fine?"

He clears his throat and nods. There is a knock at the door.

"Bruno,Bella group is gonna be early "

I sighed we both got up and went into the living room.

"Welcome back...tonight we're gonna talk about fears", She says

I bite my lip and held Bruno's hand tightly.

"Bam...what is your biggest fear?", She ask
"Losing my daughter of course and Bella", Bam says
"Why Bella?"
"Because she's the mother of my child, my close friend, and i love her", He explains
"But you know you need to keep your distance because she's a married woman right?", she asks
"Yes, but i cant help it and its hard to control the feelings i have for her", He says

I began to shake my head.

"Bella, your fears?"
"Losing my kids, losing my husband, and..."

I bite my lip and look at Bruno. Who shakes his head telling me not to say anything.

"What Bella...it's not like your pregnant that's my other biggest fear", Bam says

My eyes widened and i stared at him.

"What makes you say that?" Dr.Jenn says
"We had sex in Mexico...i didn't wear a condom. Plus, i doubt Bruno would raise it"
"But I'm already raising your daughter", Bruno snaps
"Yeah you are but if she is pregnant ypu wont be around", Bam scoffs
"Well I maybe pregnant right now", i snapped

He stared at me.

"Shut up Bella don't play games right now", he says
"But I'm not though", i snapped
"Okay, we're going to get you a pregnancy test soon okay", Dr.Jenn says

I nodded.

"Bruno?"
"Failure in my marriage, my family in any type of danger, and losing my wife", Bruno says
"Good"

We went around the room and everyone talked and heard each other out. Afterwards everyone left but me because Dr.Jenn wanted to speak with me.

"Bella, do you think your pregnant?"
"I have to be...looking back these past few weeks. I noticed i couldn't fit any of my clothes, I've been having cravings, Im throwing up, and just before group i noticed my stomach is bigger than it was in May", I sighed
"Alright, well we're going to get you a test tomorrow so we can find out. And if you are we can give you the proper care you need", she says
"But I had and IUD"
"It can fall out. But once we see if you are really pregnant we can talk about how this happened okay", she says
I take a deep breath."Yes"
"Are you okay?"

I nodded.

"Thank you" i smiled
"Anytime", She says

We stand up and Hug. I went to my room where Bruno was, he was laying on the bed looking up at the ceiling, and i cuddled up against him.

"Hey", he says
"Hey"

We sit in silence. He hugs me and pulls me to his chest.

"What ever happens I'm still going to love you", He says
"Even is the baby isn't yours?"

He nods.

"I love you", I say
"I love you too"

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