I Love The Last Time Lord {Season 6}

Lets Kill Hitler - Someone I Like, Not Guit

Chapter 3 Doctors P.O.V - Someone I Like, Not Guilt

The thick condensed smoke clouded the TARDIS. It hung above the air so I couldn't see anything. Expect the dim lights shinnying out towards me, it just added to the pain of the poison, and the heartbreak of my daughter that administered the poison. Maybe it was Sapphires face that was distraught. 

Another wave of pain wracked my body as I wheezed out in pain. Inhaling the deadly smoke, which added to the pain. I fell back heavily against the door. 

"Extractor fans on!.."I shouted. I hoped it would work, it was a huge- Oh, fans suddenly spring to life and suck the smoke away. Leaving the TARDIS clear "..Oh! That works!"I cried.

Pushing myself of the door, with the grit of my teeth I made my way towards the TARDIS console. Even with the waves of pain crashing through me, shutting down my down. Just as I reach the step, my feet suddenly collapse making me fall to the base of the console.

"I'm shutting down.."I said, to myself out of habit. I grab the railing and sat against it with quick breaths "..Going to need an interface. Voice interface. Come on, emergency."I said, even louder.  A fizzy hologram appeared in front of me, until it gained a person image - of me. 

"Voice interface enabled."Interface- I said. I don't want to talk to myself, I want some that will calm me down, keep me focus.

"Oh, no, no, no, no! Give me someone I like..."I said, the hologram changes to Rose. Which just struck with memories and heartache. Not helpful!.

"Oh, thanks! Give me guilt!..."I said, sarcastically. Then Rose changes to Martha, yep more pain, very pain and embarrassing memories and lets not forget the big one "..Also guilt"I said. Then Martha changed to Donna, which wasn't anything guilt and yet again more pain.

"More guilt. Come on, there must be someone left in the universe I haven't screwed up yet."I said, in hysterics. I let me head drop as I let out pained breaths and I could hear the interface change.

"Voice interface enabled."I heard a familiar young girls voice. I would know that from anywhere.

I snapped my head up, I could see"..Oh! Oh, Sapphire Pond before I got it all wrong. My sweet little Sapphire."I said.

"I am not Sapphire Pond. I am a voice interface."Sapphire 'Interface' said. I knew that, but I wanted to go back sometime and get it right, but I woudn't trade the world or the universe or my Sapphire and even my daughter not matter if she was brainwashed.

"Hey, let's run away and have adventures. Come along, Sapphire."I said, with cheesy grin.

"I am not Sapphire Pond. I am a voice interface."Sapphire 'Interface' said. I smirked as I knew that tone from when I met her and she wasn't scared of the crack or me.

"You are SO Scottish. How am I doing?"I said, as I gestured to the pain that filled my body even if I acted as if I was happy and pain free.

"Your system has been contaminated by the poison of the Judas tree. You will be dead in 32 minutes."Sapphire 'Interface' said. Um, 32 minutes that's no bad it least its not 2 minutes that is the worse. Luck for me I could regenerated and soon as possible.

"OK, so, basically better regenerate, that's what you're saying?"I said, with a smirk.

"Regeneration disabled. You will be dead in 32 minutes."Sapphire 'Interface' said. Just great, no regeneration. 

"Unless I'm cured, yeah?"I asked. Please let there be a cure, because no cure, no me and I don't want to leave Sapphire in the world on her own.

"There is no cure. You will be dead in 32 minutes."Sapphire 'Interface said. Its dead this and dead that, why can't they be a silver lining in this.

"Why do you keep saying that?"I mumbled out.

"Because you will be dead in 32 minutes."Sapphire 'Interface' said. 

"You see, there you go again. Basically skipping 31 whole minutes when I'm absolutely fine. Scottish, that's all I'm saying."I said. 

"You will be fine for 31 minutes. You will be dead in 32 minutes."Sapphire 'Interface said. Great, even trying to be clearly ends in the same way. Pain wracked my hearts again, making me freeze and squeeze the railing, riding out the pain.

"Scotland's never conquered anywhere. Not even a Shetland. River, my daughter needs me. She's only just beginning. Lets not forget Sapphire, she wants to get married. I can't die now."I said. I wanted my mis-shaped, crazy family that included Amy and Rory. I had promised Sapphire her daughter back, I had to keep that. I broke too many promises. Plus I had to get married.

"You will not die now. You will die in 32 minutes."Sapphire 'Interface' said. 

"I'm going out in the first round. Ringing any bells?"I said, the pain sharped as something in body closed down. I cried out in pain and fell face-down on the floor. I resisted the urge to curl up in a ball and whimper in pain "..OK, need something for the pain now. Come on, Sapphire. It's me. Please."I said. 

I need something to make me forget about the pain, something to pull me out of this. Something little and stupid, but had real meaning me to me. 

"I am not Sapphire Pond. I am a voice interface."Sapphire 'Interface said. 

"Sapphire, listen to me... I can be brave for you but you have got to tell me how."I pleaded. I needed something to get me up now, drive me and get me to what I do best, make rubbish plan and get by on my luck.

"I am not Sapphire Pond. I am a voice interface."Sapphire 'Interface said. I could hardly hear now I just felt like I could give up. 

"Sapphire... Sapphire, please..."I pleaded out, as I felt darkness on the edge to take over. I let my eyes close.

"Love last beyond the universe."I heard Sapphire say. It was as if the words brought me back to life, the pain didn't seem to hurt so much. My eyes snapped open as I looked at Interface of Sapphire in front of me.

"Ha! Love, you gotta love love."I said, with a grin. I grabbed the console and pulled myself up with a sharp tug. I flipped switches and buttons and activated the TARDIS.