The trip that changed my life // Jacob Sartorius

Chapter 19

I woke up remembering the night before. I first I wanted to stay in bed all day but then I remembered what Jacob did for me. Jacob. Jacob's always on my mind. I hate it but I love it. I decide to text Jacob.

Me: hey Jacob, thanks for everything last night. I just wanted you to know. I miss you. A lot.

I regretted it the minute I sent it. I feel like I'm turning on Mark. I think I still love Mark? Jacob replied pretty quickly.

Jacob: hey don't worry about last night it was nothing 😉 I miss you too, you're always on my mind. Let's get together today? I need to talk to you.

I decided to get dressed and start my day. I put on a comfy outfit, a crop top that says 'lazy' and I wore my Calvin Klein sports bra underneath, some shorts I usually sleep in and my white nike shoes and I put on a hat because it is sunny outside. I put my long hair in a ponytail and put it through the back of the hat. {in the media}

I went upstairs and ate some fruit for breakfast. My brother and his friends came down and started hitting on me probably because of the outfit I was wearing. "Back off she's my little sister" said my bro. Glad he has my back.

I texted Jacob and said I was coming over. I walked over and he opened the door and he looked me up and down. "Is there a problem?" I asked "no no you look really hot." Jacob said. I blushed.

He let me in and we went upstairs to his bedroom. "I broke up with Maddie last night at the party after you left." I was surprised.

"Oh. What made you do that?" I asked.

"Because I think I'm falling in love with you all over again." Once again I blushed.

"Jacob I don't know about this. I think I'm still in love with Mark. But I think I love you more."

Jacob smiled. I went over and sat beside him on his bed. After a lot of staring which seemed like forever he grabbed me by the waist and pinned me down on the bed. He started kissing me and I kissed back. It felt so wrong but I liked it. I stopped him.

"If we are going to be something again I have to call it off with Mark, can we just watch a movie? I need time to think about this."

He agreed and handed me the controller to pick a movie on Netflix. I chose Finding Nemo, one of my favourites. We snuggled in a blanket together. Halfway through the movie I got really hot so I took off my shirt so I jut had my bra on underneath the blanket. Movies tend to make me sleepy so I ended up falling asleep.

I went into a deep sleep and I had a wonderful dream. I had a dream that Jacob and I grew up together and we loved each other. We ended up going to the same university together and we did everything together. We had kids and lived a happy life. The best part was Mark and still good friends with Jacob and I.

I woke up and the movie was over. I put on my shirt and started leaving when Jacob stopped me. "Where are you going?" I looked him in the eyes and said "I made up my mind." And I left.