An unexplainable Void

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I was all alone...yet surrounded by many,
Who neither understand nor wish to
An empty heart,an unexplainable feeling
Is this normal? Am I sane?
Questions plague through the channels of my mind...

Yet the twinkle of her eyes hit me, I don't want to remember yet I don't want to forget

She was my friend, best of the lot
Never spoke much, because of the introvert in me.
Yet she was someone who has a special place in my heart...

Loved her truly, but when she fell ill, my selfishness prevailed...
Yes, I distanced myself just to avoid the grief and heartbreak

I was selfish because couldn't see the agony and pain on her face..I was selfish

She left, leaving within me an unexplainable void.
My Grandmother, my mother's mom, my best friend.

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