A/N Italics will be flashbacks :)
Kei couldn't sleep.
His mind kept wandering off to Yamaguchi.
Today was a hard day for him, mostly because of what happened with Yamaguchi. He will never forget how Yamaguchi pressed his face against his palm and closed his eyes.
They both stayed like that for about 5 minutes, before Yamaguchi said that he needs to go and ran off.
And now Kei kept laying in his bed, his iPod on his chest. He stared at his ceiling as The Neighbourhood - Single came on.
He closed his eyes, listening to the song, Yamaguchi appeared in his mind again.
How long has he been suffering from bullying?
How is his situation at home?
Is he happy with his life?
Now that Kei thinks about it, he isn't happy with his.
Mostly because of his brother.
He remembers when he was little, his brother used to play with him. They used to go outside and spend their whole day together. Akiteru would buy him icecream and teach him something new.
"Oi, Kei, come look at this" Akiteru said.
Kei walked over to his brother and looked at what he was holding.
It was a beetle.
"Brother, aren't you afraid to hold that thing?" Kei asked, a bit terrified.
"It's a beetle, Kei. And no, I'm not. They are pretty nice" Akiteru smiled widely at his little brother.
Kei smiled faintly to himself, remembering the good times. He missed those times, he missed his brother.
But now his brother was a different person, a completely new human which Kei didn't know.
There is a reason for that.
It started happening when Kei turned 14. He once met this girl, whom he thought that he liked. After being friends for a bit, he confessed to her. To his surprise, she agreed to be his girlfriend. That was a lie. Kei spent all his free time with her, he used all his money to buy her things like flowers and chocolates, to take her out on dates. She came over to his house pretty often.
But not for Kei.
Kei will never forget what happened when he came back from school a bit early. He and that girl were together for about a year, so what he saw just broke his heart.
Kei unlocked the door, entering in quietly. He took off his shoes, but noticed a pair of girls shoes too.
His girlfriend was "sick" so she didn't come to school, but those shoes looked just like hers.
Kei heard a whimper coming from HIS room.
Why were there people in his room? Was it his brother? The whimper sounded girly, so....
Wait, was it Akiteru's girlfriend? Well, Kei never asked if he had a girlfriend in the first place.
With small and quiet steps he reached his room. The door was slightly opened and he decided to peek inside.
As soon as he saw what was going on, he felt nauseous. He slapped his hand over his mouth, but his eyes were glued to the view in front of him.
His girlfriend was half-naked, on top of his brother. She was grinding slowly and moaning. Akiteru has his hands on her waist, helping her move up and down.
Kei turned around and ran out of his house, he didn't care about the fact that he left his wallet, his keys and phone at home.
He didn't care about anything.
He ran where his feet took him, and soon ended up sitting under a bridge. He felt the tears forming in his eyes.
He never thought that someone could do this to him. He sat there for hours, listening to the water flowing in front of him, people talking, cars passing above him.
It got dark, which meant that it was about 9 PM, but Kei didn't care. Tears didn't escape from his eyes anymore, it took him only a few hours to cry everything out.
Some time later, when the people stopped walking around and less cars passed by, he heard someone calling his name.
It was Akiteru.
He looked stressed and tired. He had been searching for Kei for 6 hours now.
"K-Kei?" he asked.
He watched as Kei lifted up his head, his eyes showed no emotion.
"Leave me alone" he spat out.
Akiteru took a few steps forward.
"Don't fucking come close to me!" Kei yelled and stood up.
"Kei, what's wrong? You are scaring me" Akiteru looked at his brother's disgusted facial expression.
"What's wrong? I will tell you what's wrong. The fact that you fucked my girlfriend is wrong! How do you think I had to feel when I came home and found you both fucking on my bed, in my room?! Huh, Akiteru?! Answer me! Enlighten me!" Kei screamed at his brother.
Akiteru stood frozen in his place.
"I'm sorry..."
Kei snapped out of his thoughts when another song came on.
He turned off the music and closed his eyes again. This time drifting off to sleep.
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Damn Akiteru back at it again with fucking 15 year olds.
I don't know when I will update next...ugh..school.
- Hatari
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