My sweet nerd | Iljae

Who am I?

" He's coming soon." I repeated this time in front of my father who was equally as shocked as i was and had no say in words.

" What can i say Ilhoon. It's been a long time since i haven't seen that boy it will be great to see him again. I mean...you won't...hate him right? It's not his fault you know-"

" No dad I won't. I'm actually quite happy to see him." I say reassuring my dad and I am not lying I can't wait to see him. A week from now is quite too long for me to wait but I will wait patiently I can actually feel the rush in my veins just imagining that i can finally see him again! I can't wait to tell yongguk, Soohyun, and Mir- Well maybe not Mir but he will get to know. I speed walk back to my room to grab my phone which was thrown on the bed earlier by me, I dial yongguk's number and wait for his response.

Ring.....Ring.....Ring...

" (pant) (pant) Hello?" I hear Yongguk's voice gruff but breathy like if he's been running or something.

" Are you running?" I ask curious to know why he is panting so much.

" (pant) (pant)....."

" Yongguk?"

" Ugh what do you want?" Yongguk groans.

" Um I just wanted to let you know that-" I got interrupted by a loud moan in the background and shushing. My eyes dart open as soon as i realise what i just walked into.

" Sorry, carry on."

" Gross! Dude if you were in the middle of making out you should have told me" I say quickly ending the call before he could defend himself. I then debate in my head whether i should call soohyun or not, We hardly hang out. Actually pretty dangerous stopped hanging out together ever since sungjae got in the picture and i think to myself how it has come to this. I dial Soohyun anyway and it took a while before he finally picks up.

" Yes?" Soohyun spoke with his usual motionless voice.

" Hi Long time no.... see?"

" Agreed." 

" So....did you get the message?"

" What message?"

" From him, he's coming."

" I did."

" okay....." I respond. Me and soohyun never really talk on the phone because of this exact reason. awkwardness. " Alright that's all I wanted you to know, goodbye then." I say

" okay." He says and we both hang up and i immediately feel relief. I had nothing to do but to rest so i lay in my bed trying to just think until i hear a knock on my door. " Who is it?"

" Hyung?"

Sungjae.

" Come on in!" I say sitting up in bed. He opens the door and looks around my room before shyly looking down and smiling. " What is it?" I find myself trying to hide my smile.

" Um hyung? T-there was something i forgot to give you a few days ago." He says still looking at the floor and I notice that both of his hands were hid behind his back like if he is hiding something.

" W-what is it?" I ask nervously. Sungjae stays quiet probably debating with himself, I hope he doesn't regret his decision to come to me, Maybe i make him uncomfortable. He pouts a little and then he walks towards me handing me a medium sized rilakkuma bear that fits right into my hands.

" That." He says bluntly looking anywhere except me.

" Thanks." I say smiling and he returns the smile before leaving. When the door closed behind him i look at my newly bear and smile at it unconsciously. I'm not a fan of sweet and cute stuff like flowers or teddy bears, I usually throw away those kinds of gifts away but i'll make an exception. Just because he's Sungjae.