My sweet nerd | Iljae

Feeling hurt

School ends and it is time to go home already. When the bell rings the students are quick to leave the room in a hurry, even shouting in the hallways how happy they are to have finished school already meanwhile I take my time packing my belongings. I organize them one by one inside my book bag slowly not wanting to hurry of home. I don't think i will feel too good if i see Peniel again with Ilhoon acting so close with each other...I have asked myself multiple  times exactly why i felt so envious of Peniel being with Ilhoon and so far I only came up with me being jealous that Ilhoon trust and likes peniel more than me. Ahem in another words I'm still not good on making friends and I'm envious of Peniel because of that.

" Sungjae, please hurry everyone already left." My troubled Teacher says probably wanting to go home too after a busy day.

" Yes. Sorry Mrs. Jung." I nonchalantly say and hurry of out of the room. I did not realize how much in thought i was or how slow I was until I notice the empty hallway. Not a soul seen, not a soul heard. I feel good actually, maybe Peniel and Ilhoon left. I pull out my phone quickly from my back pocket and search up Minhyuk hyung's name so that i can text him.

~~xX Booklover19 // Now \\

' Hyung, did you and the others go to the house? '

I sigh staring at my phone waiting for a reply. I lean on the wall because of how long Minhyuk is taking to reply. It keeps saying typing...

~~xX Red-squirel // Now \\

' Sorry idk. I'm at yongguk's '

I blush suddenly, remembering they are an item. Again who would have thought. I put the phone back in my pockets and leave the exit, probably thinking about calling a taxi when I halt at the sight of a familiar corvette.

' No way ' I had thought and started walking alone. I hear a loud beep making me flinch and the corvette that was further in the back is now next to me. I see Ilhoon in the driver's seat and Peniel also on the front, He rolls down the window and smiles at me. " Sungjae! What took you so long? " Peniel smiles at me sweetly and the only thing I felt like doing was punching him. ' Oh my god Sungjae what are you thinking about?!! ' I yell in my head and shake those thoughts away. Dear sweet Jesus, I should start being afraid of myself.

" Sorry I'm a slow poke." I lie forming a forced smiled.

" Ah really? Hop in then!" Peniel insist and I mentally scream. I wanted to be alone today and walk around until it becomes night. ( A/N: Remembering Sungjae being a walk tour in It's okay. XD) Nonetheless I obey before they think weirdly of me. I get in on the seat and steal a long glance at Ilhoon feeling my heart beat with sadness. Then Peniel holds him by the arm.

" You hear that Honey? I told you Sungjae was okay." Peniel smiles and I look away. I pull out a pair of black Head phones and I insert them quick on my ears and start to play soft music. No way in hell am i going to hear their lovey dovey conversations.

~~~xX 3rd pov Xx~~

Meanwhile Sungjae is distracting himself with music, Ilhoon feels uneasy and agitated by what's going on. It had been the day that Peniel has arrived that Sungjae started getting a bit distant towards him. He asks Peniel for help and all that it is doing is just probably making it worse. Him and Sungjae just started to be friends and now it feels like it's starting to diminish. He doesn't even know what help Peniel's plan was doing, acting like couples shouldn't be helping the situation! What Ilhoon had wanted was a way to confess to Sungjae or even better! Make sungjae fall for him and then confess. But this lovey dovey business is making things awkward and it is totally signaling Sungjae to back off.