My sweet nerd | Iljae

The jealousy stage

I don't even know how many times i've used that picture before but who cares right? Anyway let's begin I know some of ya'll were waiting.

~*~*~*xX Sungjae Xx~*~*~*~~*

At lunch time I sit in my usual table next to Minhyuk Hyung and Jackson hyung. " Hey guys." I cheer bringing my tray over getting the attention of the two boys sitting at the table. I hope that they could keep my mind off Peniel and Ilhoon because i've been getting a little weird ever since this morning.

" Yo." Minhyuk responds with a peace sign and Jackson looks at me with a goofy smile and blushing cheeks.

" Sungjae! hi! Yesterday I finally spoke to my crush after avoiding him and he yelled at me saying that he misses me!" Jackson almost squeals making me smile and Minhyuk raises his head.

" You have a crush Jackson?" Minhyuk's lips form into a creepy smile in which I already know that he got really curious.

" I do. But I won't tell you about him." Jackson says to Minhyuk and takes out his tongue. " I'll only tell Sungjae."

" Whatever. I already know who it is." Minhyuk says getting me curious now. I did not want to get in Jackson's private life until he tells me but at the same time it was so tempting.

" N-no you don't!" Jackson said blushing and afraid that Minhyuk is telling the truth.

" Oh really? I don't?" Minhyuk pulls out a small paper from his pockets. " is it him?" Minhyuk shows a picture to Jackson causing him to squeal and grab the picture in a panic.

" H-how the hell did you get this?" Jackson says hiding the small picture in his hands like if trying to protect it.

" Your wallet fell." Minhyuk replies handing him the wallet and I try not to laugh at Jackson's bruh face expression. Minhyuk chuckles at Jackson's deadly stare and I also join in the laugh. I feel two hands on my shoulders and just as I was about to turn around to see who it is the two hands covered my eyes. I feel panic and pressured so I started to touch around the person's arms.

" Who is this?" I ask hearing Minhyuk and Jackson's laughter. The person doesn't respond so I start to feel his or her hand. In which I think it's a boy because I don't really have female friends. The boy flinches at my touch as I keep caressing his little hand. It felt so delicate and small I couldn't be wrong. "Mir?" I call and the person removes his hand.

"Yep!" He says excitedly and giving me a cuddly back hug. He sits besides us with a smile greeting Minhyuk and Jackson who are eating some noodles. I give Mir a hug before turning to Minhyuk.

" Hyung, where's yongguk?" I ask him and he makes an annoyed face expression. " Sitting over there with that Peniel guy." He throws his French fries on the plate in anger. I look to the other table to see Ilhoon, yongguk, soohyun, and Peniel at the other table laughing. Peniel accidentally looks at me and we catch eye glances and he smirks before moving closer to Ilhoon and placing his head on his shoulders, cuddling each other. I quickly look away to our table instead, feeling my face red of anger. What bothers me the most is how Ilhoon places his arms around Peniel's waist. Maybe they really are dating like I thought they are.

" Ahem. I need to use the bathroom." I speak getting up from the table. Mir pouts a little and waves at me.

When I enter the men's room, I quickly go over to the sink and wash my face with cold water. I can hear inside my head the little bumps coming from my heart and I was running a little out of breath. I look down at my hand and pull out the bandages since it didn't hurt anymore.

" What's wrong with me?" I ask the mirror reflection of me.

" Here's what's wrong with you!" I look up to see an angry version of myself in the mirror. I didn't know where he came from, I did not have an angry expression in my face.